I can't help keep playing games, dawdling. I am just avoiding, escaping, from facing my...

terrible life and making the final decision. I'm just cheating on myself. I know no pain, no gain. But I am really afraid. I'm afraid that once I come to think about them, all I get is just failure and disappointness. And I am afraid of Mom, too. She would freak out. Dear God, please, please forgive me and give me confidence and braveness to face Mom, my future and my life.

By Anonymous on General,