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I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I was asleep and play with my penis. I woke up and caught her a couple of times, but I didn't want to make a big deal of it, so I just would roll over and act like I was asleep. She would lay on my back and finger herself to orgasm. This went on for a couple of years, happening about three times a month. One morning when she was 10, she came in before sunrise and crawled on top of me as usual, I felt her tiny hand wrap around my cock and she began to slowly hump her bald pussy against me. I was only semi conscious and felt like it was a dream. I reached down and grabbed her little butt, one hand on each cheek and began to rub her ass while I pushed my hard on against her. I heard her panting and begin to moan and I felt her body tense as she had a nice orgasm. Before I even thought about it, I rolled her off me, pulled off her panties and started licking her hot little vagina. She was shocked but spread her legs wide and let me continue. I licked her until she came again then I put my cock between her legs, and humped her, not actually penetrating her, just sliding between her legs against her bald pussy. I was still half asleep, but began to really pound it to her. I was doing it so hard it was knocking her breath out with each thrust. When I reached down and crabbed her ass again, I stuck my finger into her tight little asshole then I positioned my cock head right against her vagina hole and I came harder than I ever had in my life. After I calmed down, I rolled back over, pulled her on top of me, and massaged her back as I felt my cum dripping out of her still virgin pussy. We kissed like lovers and she fell asleep on me as I drifted off. Whenever she was horny, she would come sneak into my bad and ask me to lick her. We did the same routine every Saturday morning for the next three years. Then one day she got her period. She stopped wanting to do it, but one night I talked her into letting me lick her 13 yr old pussy for an hour. The next day she told her BFF and the BFF told the cops. I went to prison for 5 years and now she says she hates me and never wanted to do it at all. Now I am banned from her life and I am not even allowed to have a picture of her. She told my mother that she feels I abandoned her, but I am not allowed by law from even speaking to her. Its been 12 years, she is now 25. I miss her every day. I still love her like my child, but I must confess, I miss her as a lover even more. I want no one but her, so I stay alone, living my life like a robot going through the motions. I have been with other women, but its more like masturbation than making love. I dream her and I will some day meet and maybe make love, one last time before I die.

I am a 49 M, father of 5. When my youngest, a girl, was 8, she used to crawl in bed with me when I w...

Adultery, Pride, Violence, Stealing, Sex

i wish i could steal

i wish i could steal

Stealing

I dunno what about

I dunno what about

Stealing, Blasphemy

I know I'm overthinking things but I just need to get it out I have depression. No jokes, straight to the point; I attempted suicide last year and after some hospital stuff, here I am. I feel better now… at least better than how I was when I overdosed. I don't want to kill myself again, and I have tons more motivation and have been learning stuff from group therapy and just one on one therapy. I also take medication, though I don't really feel it's working as much as therapy. My parents aren't very good parents. They had me very young, when they were 21, and I never really got to do things I wanted to do, even if they did make sure to buy me a bike and things for Christmas and my birthday. It's not their fault that they didn't have enough money to pay for the ballet and piano lessons I wanted, but until age 11 I was an only child. Since there's not many relatives living in the same state as us I never really had close cousins and friends always moved away in the next year. My Mom has always treated me like a friend. I mean, she's my Mother, yes, but she just gives too much of her fucking opinion and unknowingly begins to brainwash me about things. My Dad has always been working too, and when he doesn't work we don't even spend time. When I was younger I even thought he was an alcoholic, but he's just a workaholic that parties all his stress out instead of spending time with his family. I know this is what I think about them and that it mostly isn't true, but holy shit why the fuck are they like this!? Now they're only like 37 years old and I'm 14, but I feel like in order for me to be happy there will have to be a LOT of changes made by the whole family. First, my stupid Mom needs to stop swearing so much because GODDAMN IT I DON'T WANT MY LITTLE SISTER TO THINK THAT SHE'S A "USELESS FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT" WHEN SHE TURNS 9! HOLD YOUR DUMB ASS ANGER IN AND BE AN ADULT YOU BITCH! NOBODY CARES IF YOU CUSS AFTER STUBBING YOUR TOE BUT IT HAS TAKEN A LOT OF EFFORT TO HAVE MY OWN OPINIONS ON THINGS AND TELL MYSELF THAT NO, IT IS NOT FUCKING OKAY TO SAY BAD WORDS TO YOUR CHILD WHEN ANGERED! ESPECIALLY IF THEY ARE YOUNG! Second, KEEP YOUR DAMNED OPINIONS TO YOURSELF, DEAR PARENTS! I'VE RESEARCHED AND I'VE LOOKED AND IT IS NOT HEALTHY TO TALK ABOUT YOUR THOUGHTS ON SOMETHING! MOM, IF YOU THINK THAT GRANDMA IS A BAD GRANDMA, THEN GOOD FOR YOU! NO NEED TO SHOUT AT HOW FUCKING STUPID MY DAD IS FOR NOT STANDING UP TO HER! YES, I KNOW THAT SHE'S FORGOTTEN MY BIRTHDAY FOR THE PAST 5 YEARS AND I KNOW THAT SHE OBVIOUSLY FAVORS THE BOYS OVER THE GIRLS, BUT IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP WHEN IT COMES TO RANTING OUT YOUR FEELINGS!? I AM INTERNALLY SHOUTING AND IT FEELS SO FUCKING GOOD TO JUST RANT IT OUT HERE BECAUSE GODDAMN IT MOTHER, YOU ARE NOT MY FRIEND! STOP IT! YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MY MOM THAT TELLS ME HOW TO DO THINGS, NOT SHAME ME FOR NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO THEM! MY DAD TOO! THE STUPID FART TRIES TO CONTROL EVERYTHING I DO AND WEAR! EXCUSE ME, BUT I DO NOT DRESS LIKE A SLUT! IS IT BECAUSE I HAVE A VAGINA? BECAUSE MY B CUP BREASTS ARE JUST SOOOOOOOOOO LUSCIOUS TO THOSE BOYS WHOSE PARENTS HAVEN'T TAUGHT TO RESPECT OTHERS? I LIKE WEARING SHORT SHORTS BECAUSE WE FUCKING LIVE IN FLORIDA, YOU DUMBASS! MY ASS DOESN'T HANG OUT, I DON'T HAVE SKIN TIGHT SKIRTS, MY KNEES AND CALVES AND THIGHS AND ANKLES ARE NOT SEXY! HE WANTS ME TO BE HIS LITTLE GIRL FOREVER BUT BOI THAT DOESN'T EVEN MAKE SENSE BECAUSE HE'S NEVER HOME! WHY, WHY, WHY CAN'T HE JUST FUCKING CONSIDER THE FACT THAT PEOPLE SHOULD RESPECT MY BODY INSTEAD OF TELLING ME THAT THE DRESS IS TOO SHORT?! IT ISN'T SHORT! I DON'T WANT TO LOOK OLD, I DON'T EVEN CAKE MY FACE WITH MAKEUP! FATHER, IF YOU THINK THAT MY OUTFIT ISN'T PRESENTABLE TO BE WORN OUTSIDE KEEP IT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF! YES, TELL ME NO WHEN I'M BECOMING A BASIC BITCH AND WEARING STRIPPER CLOTHES TO THE HIGH SCHOOL HALLOWEEN PARTY, BUT DO NOT TELL ME THAT MY SHORTS ARE TOO SHORT BECAUSE I KNOW THEY ARENT! THEY'RE MY LEGS! NOTHING SEXY ABOUT THEM BECAUSE SEXUAL INTERCOURSE HAS NOOOOTTTHIIIIINNNNGG TO FUCKING DO WITH MY LEGS. IT'S MY VAGINA THAT NEEDS COVERAGE, AND IT'S INSIDE OF ME! I WILL RESPECT YOUR LIMITS BUT KEEP YOUR OPINION OF "OH YOU SHOULDN'T BUY THAT SHIRT" JUST BECAUSE THERE'S NOT ENOUGH FABRIC TO COVER MY ENTIRE FUCKING SHOULDER! The thing is, they're Asian, so they know how it feels to be compared to other kids YET THEY DO THE EXACT SAME FUCKING THING TO ME! THEY THINK ABOUT HOW THEY WERE ALWAYS QUESTIONED WHY THEY DIDN'T GET ALL STRAIGHT A'S LIKE THEIR COUSIN BUT HERE THEY COME ASKING WHY I GOT A B IN MATH… UMM, BECAUSE WHENEVER I NEED HELP WITH MATH DAD ISN'T HOME AND MOM REFUSES TO HELP ME OR IS NO HELP BECAUSE SHE FUCKING SUCKS AT MATH AAAANNNDDD BECAUSE YA'LL WON'T HIRE A TUTOR OR JUST ONE SESSION? Yeah, I FUCKING wonder. They're liars too! They say "we'll do family dinner night again" yet we never do "because we were busy" WHEN WE WEREN'T! MY FUCKING THERAPIST TOLD YOU THAT SHE THINKS IT'LL BE GOOD TO SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME TOGETHER BUT MY MOTHER AND FATHER ARE JUST IGNORANT! THEY NEVER LET ME DO ANY ACTIVITIES OUT OF THE HOUSE EITHER! THEY TRY TO CONTROL EVERY LITTLE THING I DO AND IT SUCKS! I ASK TO PLAY AN INSTRUMENT AND THEY DON'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING AND FORGET ALL ABOUT IT, I ASK TO TAKE ART LESSONS AND THEN WE NEVER CHECK IT OUT, I EVEN SIMPLY ASKED MY MOM TO DRIVE ME TO THE ART STORE AND IT TOOK ME ASKING HER LITERALLY THREE TIMES A DAY, EVER DAY FOR A WEEK AND A HALF TO GET HER TO ACTUALLY DRIVE ME THERE WHEN WE LEGIT DID NOTHING ALL DAY! I GOT MAD AT HER AND TOLD HER WHEN WE FINALLY GOT THERE THAT I WANTED SOME CLAY TO MAKE SOMETHING FOR MY AUNT AS A GRADUATION PRESENT SINCE SHE LIKES ART AND ALL I FUCKING GET IS AN "Oh." I DON'T YELL TO THEM BECAUSE, OH TYPICAL ASIAN FAMILY STYLE, WE NEED TO RESPECT OUR ELDERS YET MY MOM DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE A DAUGHTER AND MY DAD IS RARELY HERE FOR ME TO RESPECT! I feel a lot better now and I will probably rant hundreds of more times. Oh, I've also almost become anorexic and bulimic because I felt a bit bad about my body, stumbled upon some disgusting pro ana sites, and then just got this high and happiness of being in control for once. I made a huge accomplishment of telling my therapist about it and she had to tell my parents because of how unhealthy it was and I've never disliked my parents so much. They acted like they understood, like they were actually going to help me. I remember my Dad asking me "So are they like actual voices you hear or..??" after my therapist told him about me telling her about hearing voices. Like, wtf? ASK THE THERAPIST, NOT ME! I FELT SO WEIRD AND DIFFERENT AND THEY UNDERSTAND NOTHING! NOTHING!!! I know they want to help me but they don't make it seem like it, even if i know inside that they do..

I know I'm overthinking things but I just need to get it out I have depression. No jokes, straight...

Abuse, Stealing

I have a fucking boss who always seems to butt in to shit that has nothing to do with her. Now I want nothing to do with her I'm honestly over it she's dead to me. It's the way she goes about things, I can come in to work and she dumps shit on me puts me down just to make her look good.

I have a fucking boss who always seems to butt in to shit that has nothing to do with her. Now I wan...

Stealing

I'm getting closer To using my husband's gun on myself. touching up my puss. So tired of having to endure so much and feel so much.

I'm getting closer To using my husband's gun on myself. touching up my puss. So tired of having to...

Stealing, Marriage

this is the first have ever done anything like this. and i decided to see if i could get some sort of advice/help anonymously. i guess i'll start off by telling you all about myself. i am currently a freshman in high school who lives in a big city ( i'd rather not disclose where i live exactly; people can be creepy). anyways, i feel alone. all the time. i have great friends and they're supportive and everything they're supposed to be, but, i still feel alone. i cannot be completely honest with them. i can never share how i really feel because i know that i will just receive "it's okay" or "it will get better" or "i am here for you". to be frank, i am sick of that. i don't want pity. i just want to feel better. so, i am alone. i am quite the independent person at home. right when i get home from school, i go straight to my room and will not get out until the next morning. i love my parents but i can't tell them anything either. well, i do tell my mom "everything": about school and crushes and all that. my sister too. but i never share my deep personal problems. i am here to do that now. number 1: i see beauty in everything. i believe that every single person on this earth is beautiful in some shape or form. you're probably thinking why this is a bad thing. here's why: i can see beauty in everything, except myself. i feel like that's important,actually, i know it's important. i wouldn't even be here if i loved myself for who i am. i just cannot love myself. i see millions of flaws and cannot see a single thing that resembles a sliver of beauty. i hate it. i hate myself. i wish i were like other girls. number 2: i compare myself to other people too often, which gives into number 1. you should see some of the girls at my school; absolutely flawless. beautiful teeth, perfect skin, tall, skinny, short, curvy, short hair, long hair, blonde, brunette, red-headed, freckles, no freckles, smart, funny, nice. see what i did there: described all types of people. remember, i think everyone is beautiful. but really, there are some flawless girls at my school, and i can only dream to be somewhat like them. that's awful, why do i have to be so jealous of people? i hate how i look: i hate my fat arms, my body is not where i want it to be, my nose is disgusting, my lips are nonexistent, my face is full of acne… the list goes on. i just want to feel beautiful. number 3: i really want people to like me, as a friend and more. i find myself so annoying and snobby and conceited. i feel as if i am not likable whatsoever. i really try to remain humble and kindhearted but i feel like people see me otherwise. number 4: the people at my school care so much about popularity, it is really a joke. but then, from time and time again, i wish i was more popular. people want to be well-known. I don't want that; i want more friends. i do not want to rely on the same people forever. there's so much more that i currently dislike about my life right now but i really need to do my homework. (by the way, i am quite the nerd and i love to learn). i would appreciate some words of advice if anyone is willing to give any. and let me know if you would like to read more; i don't know, maybe she people enjoy reading this, they don't feel alone.

this is the first have ever done anything like this. and i decided to see if i could get some sort o...

Abuse, Stealing

I would really like help

I would really like help

Stealing

wanna make something of it do ya? well here's the fist! ()()()()()/> raspberries at the world!

wanna make something of it do ya? well here's the fist! ()()()()()/> raspberries at the world!

Abuse, Hate, Stealing

SCN I fucked your husband in every room of your house, made sure his balls were always drained so he wouldn't be fucking your fat ass, as well as sending him back to you with my pussy on his breathe. I know you know a little bit but one day i'll tell you all of it, and when I do, I'm going to do it again. that's what you get for being a stuck up fucking snob to me in high school! you never thought I'D fuck YOUR man did you?

SCN I fucked your husband in every room of your house, made sure his balls were always drained so he...

Adultery, Pride, Love, Lie, Hate, Stealing, Marriage, Sex

dirty foreigners I am completely fed up with the filthy, dirty Indians, Africans and Arabs that come to this country and try to turn it into the the third world toilet that flushed them out to begin with. They have no desire to learn our language or our customs...but they understand all things $$$$$$$. These people are the lowest form of fecal material on the planet, and most come from places where it is commonplace to defecate in the street. They are SAVAGES. Is there a return policy on these scumbags?

dirty foreigners I am completely fed up with the filthy, dirty Indians, Africans and Arabs that com...

Stealing

I need advice ASAP I need some advice ASAP. One of my friends told me that she has breast cancer and also a weak heart. She is in her 50s. As she is a nurse, she has seen the result if what people go through to fight cancer. She has decided to do nothing, and let cancer take her. Well, not let it kill her. Just get her toward to the end. She has told me that when things are grim, that she will overdose on pills to end her life. She has asked me not to tell her family. I am torn. What do I do? I lost my dad to cancer, and this is tearing me up inside that she has confided in me with something so huge, and something that pulls at my heart strings after losing my dad. Do I keep her wishes, and keep her secret, or do I tell her family who may be able to convince her to fight to live?

I need advice ASAP I need some advice ASAP. One of my friends told me that she has breast cancer an...

Hate, Hacking, Stealing, Blasphemy

Gamer Girls I didn't know if I wanted to write this, but something I saw set me off the edge. It was a picture online, and it said: "If you play COD, Battlefield, or other games like that, you aren't a gamer girl. "They play LoZ, Super Mario, and Metriod. "Get it right." This makes me so pissed I can't even speak. YOU. DO. NOT. DEFINE. A. GAMER. And before you go saying "uhemgee ur just one of them lol bet u dont even kno what LoZ stands for slut" like EVERYONE does, let me tell you that I HATE COD and similar (my opinion). I am a Nintendo person at heart, and could whip your ass in super smash bros original and newest as kirby and tell you the ending and plot of probably every legit LoZ game (Screw the CDIs). And also, let me be the first to tell you that gamers that are female and say "omg buyz ily pls help wait no girl power lol kik me" are SUPER annoying and set a bad reputation for us female gamers. And I honestly don't give a shit about what title you all use. I just call myself a gamer. But it actually embarrases me to see people who share similar interests say shit like what I just read. Video Game: Something onling that can be played, usually fantasy and roleplay, or gunstyle warfare or other. Gamer: Someone who played video games. END OF STORY. DONE, THAT IS WHAT A GAMER IS. But, since i'm on the topic: Girls, if you play video games, we share the same interests. But if you play them to get attention and boys to like you, ehh, as long as you don't flaunt it. If you parade your sex, STOP. You set SUCH a bad reputation for the rest of us. Do you know how many times I've been called a slut, whore, and bitch because I enjoy beating Metaknight's ass? Do you know how many times I've been asked if I want to fuck or see dickpics because I get pissed off at the Water Temple? I can't even count. So STOP. If you want to get a boy to like you, don't be a bitch to other females and just ask him out. If he dosen't like you, too bad, move on. PLEASE. If you have another opinion, let's talk about it! I am very interested on other veiws and won't instantly attack you. Thanks.

Gamer Girls I didn't know if I wanted to write this, but something I saw set me off the edge. It wa...

Hate, Stealing

Hello Am a boy 26 years old from Nigeria and I love to sit on girl stomach.. Any girl dat want to b sat on should email @ omofatoye@yahoo.com

Hello Am a boy 26 years old from Nigeria and I love to sit on girl stomach.. Any girl dat want to b...

Stealing

scrupulousity

scrupulousity

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex

i want my ipod back terry.

i want my ipod back terry.

Stealing

I'm a senior in high school, make straight A's, have many awards for music, art, and theatre, go to church, have been accepted to an upstanding private university with scholarships, have an amazing boyfriend, and all I want to do is get high or drunk or have sex. Instead I do my homework. I'm afraid one day I'll self destruct.

I'm a senior in high school, make straight A's, have many awards for music, art, and theatre, go to ...

Stealing

that witch and knowdozer is trying to give my father and mother and me a heart attack. tell that dirty witch to stop!

that witch and knowdozer is trying to give my father and mother and me a heart attack. tell that dir...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Stealing

Politics, society, pop culture and the human condition: I am done! I hear about certain ethnic persuasions complaining about profiling by the police and unfair treatment by the law....try this one on for size: When I was a a young business man with a reasonable level of success in LA, I decided its time to buy myself a fun car for the week ends.....so I went down to the local exotic car shop and found this un-believable Porsche Speedster....and after a couple of days of consideration, I bought the car. NOT 100 FEET OFF THE LOT ON PCH, I WAS STOPPED BY A BEACH CITY POLICE SQUATD CAR LOOKING FOR THE TAGS ON THIS CAR (ITS GOT NO PLATES CAUS I JUST BOUGHT IT) UPON REACHING INTO THE GLOVE BOX TO SHOW THE REGISTRATION, I AM CONFRONTED WITH DRAWN WEAPONS POINTED AT MY HEAD. APPARENTLY, THE POLICE THOUGHT I MAY HAVE BEEN REACHING FOR A WEAPON....now, did I immediately think that I was being profiled for being a young arrogant jerk with a cool car? No, I simply put my hands in the air and told the officers that the paperwork was in the glove box......they checked it out and I was on my way....that's it, I have not held a resentful thought for those officers ever sense, they were doing their job.....its a dangerous job. (ii) and how about this one....my wife was driving a new car that we had just purchased and was pulled over by the police to inquire about a car without tags....she does not feel offended. They are doing their jobs! The police have come to our home after neighbors have complained about our kids making noise in the back yard....are we offended? no, they are doing their jobs. K... W...st appears to be offended at the drop of a hat.....because he feels so 'special': I got news for you Ka..ye, do you think that you match up in any way with the character, the talent or the class of DJ (the NY Yankee that just retired at Yankee Stadium?.....now that's class, talent and character. Kanye, you are not even close to any one of these attributes....you are vile! I am involved in municipal politics..... you wanna see some of the most entitled people this side of the UAW? Work with city or county staff people.....give me a break! ......I could go on, but I'm tired because I half to work three times as hard ever since the bankers colluded with politicians to give everyone free homes.....and then crashed the economy. Good night!

Politics, society, pop culture and the human condition: I am done! I hear about certain ethnic persu...

Pride, Violence, Stealing

I don't want to fit in with people or others. so?!!!

I don't want to fit in with people or others. so?!!!

Adultery, Pride, Murder, Love, Lie, Abuse, Hate, Violence, Gay, Hacking, Stealing, Marriage, Blasphemy, Sex