i am an ugly and old woman, i live alone, have

i am an ugly and old woman, i live alone, have no friends, and work as a cashier in a filthy little store, i don't have a social life. my life is dull, same routine everyday, no one to talk to or share thoughts with. i used to chat with guys on mIRC few years back, pretending that i am a young and attractive girl, and the suckers believed me because i used to send them a photo from the net (i got those photos from some amatures dating sites) and it worked, then i used to talk to them on phone, and sometimes we used to do phone sex. i don't know why i'm confessing here, but it gives me some relief. thank you site owner. and thank you all who will read this post.
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