I am depressed :-(

remember the spring in 1992 and I as 20 I wore that dress and we did our shakespear and we thought things would finanly get better for us after all our suffering and rejections. and we thought we would have futures getting to university and I didn't even go to the graduation night cuz I had no pretty clothes and no date and no car to get home, and how I had to fight off every greased fool in this town https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucOXUmd1rtE, well I am still fighting and now I am 46 and the only thing that has changed is my arrogance and anger and hate, and this dirty old town full of dirty old people and dirty minds and dirty values on ever gets dirtier and it has nothing good to give me australia has never had anything good to give me. I can always pull up my cats grave and just take her with me and leave this shit hole of shit holes. this peasants slum town full of peasants scum white idiots.

remember the spring in 1992 and I as 20 I wore that dress and we did our shakespear and we thought t...

you what I have felt like for the past 30 years here, worse then a cat on a hot tin roof. and I know everyone just wants me to jump off and kill myself and I won't! inspite of you so you can all see the trouble you caused me.

you what I have felt like for the past 30 years here, worse then a cat on a hot tin roof. and I know...

my father would have driven if it had not been for that pathology clinic who took blood the wrong way and he collapsed in 1970s and the same with the lpswich football he was found collapsed on the floor when us kids needed the money for education and a roof over our heads. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ak1EonaL7g ! I'll say! they are such idiots that nig at the pathology I won't let her come near me. she stuck needles in like I was her little voodoo doll and I could have belted her face in. and she can't do a blood test to save her ass. can't you see its all them and not me with the problem. and talking about your feelinks stuff is not my scene. this stupid nig and south african and their little self estemes don't know what they are doing with pathology. that is right you did as I was told and got on with it. no non-sense. people know where they stand with me.

my father would have driven if it had not been for that pathology clinic who took blood the wrong wa...