Confessions about 'Violence'

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i lay in bed all day every day unless i have to go out because everytime i try i get bashed down. i been like this for the last 25 years. women bash for sex. i fear being attacked by women over men, or men attacking me over men or women, i fear being used and don't trust people. i only trust myself.

i lay in bed all day every day unless i have to go out because everytime i try i get bashed down. i ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

stop bullying me !

Abuse, Hate, Violence

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sarina ugly nigaa myob ugly sarina nigga myob, bad nig myob ugly russonigga sarina sarina ugly nigaa...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

the depression of summer. it starts from october til about april. the heat makes me feel so depressed and sad and miserable. not sure how anyone is supposed to live in this heat. its uninhabitable as far as i am concern which is only reason why i hate this place australia, there are a heap more reasons. no one can aspire to rise above poverty and a nigar or overseas person or asian here. its so suppressing if you half way normal.

the depression of summer. it starts from october til about april. the heat makes me feel so depresse...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

SNIFF fart bark shit on the floor FUCK SHEEP AROUSAL fuck in public fountains acid trip TRAINING. I am a blond 30 something wife with a 30 something husband. I have recently taught my husband to become aroused by the scent of my farts. It is to the point where he becomes completely excited when I cut the cheese and often asks me to fart in his face when we are intimate. I tease him by eating refried beans and onion chili, pigs ears and mutton gut and a drop of the old eppycak molases in public fuck on demand in shopping centres and then farting and dancing on tables for sexual relief. He begs me not to because it turns him on too much it makes he spontaneousy stiff and throws out a dick and masturbate infront of anyone in public and he cannot stand up in public after I fart near him so I just laugh and keep our circus act going til we are farted out off into space. One of our hottest fantasies was where he wore a latex hood burning it and melting it into his forhead of his cock and face and I ate several bean burritos and farted inside of the latex hood while I burn my ass on the carpet shittting and bumskids on the new carpets in carpet shops mostly. All he could breathe where my farts burn hot with fire and we scorch any lovers out off the earth compared to us and our super erotic love making in fountains and bean pole rooting in public no one can bare our company infact. My farts were his oxygen and everyone's memory for years to come til we killed ourselves with a fart tactical response group stage stunt involving a hot air balloon, three monkeys and 20 gas tanks of my pre-mixed farts over a period of 6 months capped some how it set off a earth quake and we kill everyone with our magnificent love . no regrets. CAN YOU TELL I AM ALREADY SICK OF THIS DEGRADATION ONE SIDED DEND END RELATIONSHIP, cuuz its so full of shit.

SNIFF fart bark shit on the floor FUCK SHEEP AROUSAL fuck in public fountains acid trip TRAINING. I...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

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sarina nigaa myob sarina nigga myob, bad nig myob russonigga sarina sarina nigaa myob bad nig myob r...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

fuck off pedo rape. no one wants to listen to your sicko talk. I am not into rapeo pedos so fuck off! just fuck off. go on get out of here devil! get out of here or police will get you for stalking! and making threats of abuse! get lost devil!

fuck off pedo rape. no one wants to listen to your sicko talk. I am not into rapeo pedos so fuck off...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

you don't know how much i want to get out of australia - this hell whole of shit country.

Abuse, Hate, Violence

my brothers godfather came from kassel Germany, my godparents family owned a world wild soft-drink company. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSuSGlAaZZk ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GL1xoAnGHGI

my brothers godfather came from kassel Germany, my godparents family owned a world wild soft-drink c...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

what I hate is when women pull this stunt of "I am not your child minder or a guy isn't a child minder, if a woman is drunk, I made a point of making my mum and I stay with my aunty at new years party because she had drunk a bit and I wanted to make sure she got home ok without someone taking advantage of her, sometimes love does lean! sometimes you do be a child minder for someone you care about! no matter their age! especially when its family! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fIQznlZGOg&t=1255s yeh, well this girl kerry that I met was clearly strange to me. and I told police I believed ken to be friends with the film group and they didn't take me too seriously about the connection. and the rsl and the dept of defense didn't tell me everything I wanted to know or that my lawyer wanted to know or what my doctors wanted to know. all my neighbors could do was giggle around on drugs and I swear they killed someone. I swear I heard someone being killed and the smell. no one believes me. they had no respect for me and the police should respect me more i have studied law and policing ethics back over 25 years ago. nothing is that funny. so did what was i snorting in simon, charlie and berty? carry on up the incinerator? that is why I said "someone is dead and this is funny to you? no you didn't say what I wanted to hear and know" and that someone would try to kill me, make me sick and rape me be it one person or a group of crazy halloweeners, and its funny to people?

what I hate is when women pull this stunt of "I am not your child minder or a guy isn't a child mind...

Abuse, Violence

I wish TV stations would stick to the I wish TV stations would stick to the program! A lot of shows run overtime these days, especially live TV .. it really sucks when I am waiting to watch something. My confession = I hate TV stations that run overtime on shows!!!

I wish TV stations would stick to the I wish TV stations would stick to the program! A lot of shows ...

Abuse, Violence

i sleep on a bed full of cat chuck, piss and shit. i sit in bed all day everyday.

Pride, Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh god I think the porn on speakers must have let them out the loud banging on the bed in the porn while i was masturbating must have felt like thunder cuz all the flea eggs opened and fleas everywhere for fucking. wow. need more flea bombs and sex bombs

women expected to live like black fellers for whores to get perpetual cock is going a bit far. oh go...

Abuse, Hate, Violence, Sex

I want a divorce It has reached the point that I need to divorce my wife. She is an alcoholic and it has ruined our lives, she has given up on wanting children and as her drinking has gotten worse I have come to realize that (even though she promised she would stop drinking if we had a kid) she will not be a good mother to any children we have. We have been fighting for the past several months. We have talked divorce over and over. And I have recently decided it is time to throw in the towel. Now I am not sure of my next steps. I have set no money aside for a lawyer or even filing fees. We are broke, like down to a pack of hot dogs and bread for the next few weeks as our debt has become insane. The last time that I even suggested that I agreed with her that we should divorce, she just attacked me over and over verbally, coming up with anything she could come up with to tear me down. She has physically abused me a few times. Not that I couldn't defend myself, but I'm not going to hit a woman and when it reaches that point, I just don't care anymore. It helps for closure the more she does it. I know that if I try to get a divorce and we are still living together, I will live in misery. We have no friends because she attacks anyone who comes close. I have slept in my truck many nights to get away. Money has gotten so bad that we are downsizing to a smaller house, but our main house has not yet rented so we have two mortgages. We cannot move into the smaller house for another month. At that point, at least there is an exit. I plan on going to Iraq to get a job to help pay for IRS bills since I had to cash out my retirement to help keep us afloat, which comes with heavy penalties. I will make decent money in Iraq but when we spoke about divorce before she has talked about dragging the divorce out for a year so that she could benefit from the money I make out there. If I had enough for a lawyer and a place to go, I would be out today. We are in a slow period of being cordial but those days have been getting shorter and fewer. The next time she hits the bottle it will not be pretty.

I want a divorce It has reached the point that I need to divorce my wife. She is an alcoholic and it...

Adultery, Violence, Gay, Marriage

I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and saying a young man would come into my life and be the love of my life and then on valentines day they got this 13 year to write to me wanting nudes pictures of me and sex and I called the police about it. he was not my idea of the love i was wanting. I had a image of a young doctor or paramedic or police officer of around say anywhere between 25-45 young not some ugly creepy long haired yobo slob teenager. I wanted a man I could show off at everyone and marry naturally. I have needs that this fool could not meet. can you imagine a womans heart broken to peices due to that bayside family church and what they did to me. it was not more then 2 years before hand when a neighbor stole a man around my age from me and she was just 15 at the most or younger and she wanted him and she bashed up other older girls for him and she got him. even after I had told him for a good year I liked him. so I hope he likes jail if he keeps that act up. can you imagine my hurt of the rejection of a man of 40 taking up with a whore fucking on trampolines and flashing a tourch at night everynight for loud sex for all the neighbors to the point I had to close the windows and the dope they were smoking was so strong I had to close the bedroom window the stink of the smoke was choking me and now the dog next door struts around like lady muck when its common and filthy as a whore. she used to have her male clients for sex work I am sure of it, park outside our house while she was being serviced and the husband was shooting a pallet gun at our house and at the tin fence and the kids were throwing mud and eggs at the house and on halloween dad had to go out and tell them they went too far upsetting me and I had to get a ambulance to the hospital. and they were drunk trying to burn signs on our fence and blowing up letterboxes and some drunk came in the middle of the night at my bedroom window saying kids were on our roof and they were torturing me, I could hear them attacking a man and the girls were attacking other girls over this guy and the neighbor in the end told him to get and he didn't come back with all his acting mates for a while. I was so sick and tortured by them. I was crying so sick and having to walk around the house in circles trying to breath and keep my heart rate up and then I was getting temperature drops and going into shakes and shiver fevers of too low a tempture. you have no idea how abused i was at hospitals and my certain asshole paramedics and I would be one of their most easy going patients. it wasn't my fault I had a low heart rate and infection and its like the police trying to make out i am crazy. dad seen what the neighbors were doing too. dancing around bon fires doing pagan worship satanic dancing and it smelt like they were burning dead bodies. to be honest with you. i got that way i didn't want to come home. I loved this young police guy who was nice to me, he seemed to genuinely care that i was sick and being abused by doctors and the churches and I didnt know why they were doing that to me, I reported bunnypoeta and I want that thing in jail, just like i want rick, katey and bec and ken and joyce in jail. i want them forced to answer why they abused me and assaulted me. I want someone on my behalf to lay changes against them, cuz i don't have the money to. I want my rights met. I was a battered abused raped woman who had a stroke after being raped. i was drunk so there was no consent. I want justice. i want joyce forced to answer several question I put to the human health complaints commission she is public enemy criminally minded evil woman. I want her forced to answer why she said those demonic things to me under the guise of therapy and being paid to just abuse me! I want people from other places who abused me forced to answer why they did what they did to me.

I won't forgive bayside church doing what they did to me saying prayers over me for fertility and sa...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

Well, how can I be better in 2018?...

Hate, Violence

laws of attraction don't work. I bought dozens of party and cake tins and cups and pretty little spoons and party stuff and it still didn't attract anyone to party with me. I bought and sold all kinds of things to attract love and money and friends; i gave and never found love at my door or anywhere. laws of attraction is a complete load of shit.

laws of attraction don't work. I bought dozens of party and cake tins and cups and pretty little spo...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

violent mothers, violent kids at babyshows attacking a woman is not fair or morally right to do to an abused woman. my mother can vouch for the carryings on of dirty fat slob violent mothers and their marauding violent abusive kids against my kindness and decency at the shows and immoral celebs gate crashes trying to rape kids and abuse my time and efforts.

violent mothers, violent kids at babyshows attacking a woman is not fair or morally right to do to a...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

Beauty is the beast I can't stop looking at pictures of this dude with the most gorgeous, soulful baby brown eyes I've ever seen. It's like looking into eternity and being swallowed by some beautiful fucking void. The dude himself is fucking gorgeous, too. What's even worse is the dude is infamous on the internet for being a horrible person. He's actually in prison now. I'm tempted to write him and tell him my thoughts, but I keep telling myself that would be a terrible idea. The shit icing on the shit cake is that I'm married. Happily so. I am not about to wreck my marriage by getting involved with this jailbird, but I feel so bad about looking at pictures of him and wanting to reach out. He and his eyes are gorgeous. His mind is Golgotha. This might not be cheating to some, but it feels like it to me.

Beauty is the beast I can't stop looking at pictures of this dude with the most gorgeous, soulful ba...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

Og hvis jeg sa jeg liker de medikamentene som er fordi jeg har et diplom i apotek og pharm tekniker kvalifikasjoner og ønsker å arbeide i den juridiske side av det. Jeg er så fucking anstøt som en person kan tror jeg seriøst vil selv pust i en bong dope røyk når jeg ikke selv fødte sigarettrøyk i min strupe eller lunger, det gjør meg spy bokstavelig talt.

Og hvis jeg sa jeg liker de medikamentene som er fordi jeg har et diplom i apotek og pharm tekniker ...

Pride, Abuse, Hate, Violence