I am depressed :-(

Can't take it :( I feel frustrated hearing people say "I had a dream that you were doing this" and "This could really be good for you" I just want to scream and say "Will you just mind your own business and back off?!" It sounds selfish and stupid and I know that people are trying to help but I just want to be able to say in the future that "I did something for me and not to please anyone else" Should I say what I feel or just try to live up to the expectations of others?

Can't take it :( I feel frustrated hearing people say "I had a dream that you were doing this" and "...

xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were between 1979-1984 and the rest shit, til 1988 til 1995 the rest shit again. when your forced to sleep in a cat urine soaked bed after years of university education and a chuck up old house of spastic parents old molely mildew house without a job or relationship for as long as me, without a family of my own, cuz to me having children and your own babies and a proper husband to enjoy life with is what xmas is about but we live in this new world agenda of the Jesuits and Illuminati and we are forced to live in pigshit. Question: "What does the Bible say about breaking generational curses?" Answer: The Bible mentions “generational curses” in several places (Exodus 20:5; 34:7; Numbers 14:18; Deuteronomy 5:9). God warns that He is “a jealous God, punishing the children for the sin of the fathers to the third and fourth generation of those who hate me.” It sounds unfair for God to punish children for the sins of their fathers. However, there is more to it than that. The effects of sin are naturally passed down from one generation to the next. When a father has a sinful lifestyle, his children are likely to practice the same sinful lifestyle. Implied in the warning of Exodus 20:5 is the fact that the children will choose to repeat the sins of their fathers. A Jewish Targum specifies that this passage refers to “ungodly fathers” and “rebellious children.” So, it is not unjust for God to punish sin to the third or fourth generation – those generations are committing the same sins their ancestors did. There is a trend in the church today to try to blame every sin and problem on some sort of generational curse. This is not biblical. God’s warning to visit iniquity on future generations is part of the Old Testament Law. A generational curse was a consequence for a specific nation (Israel) for a specific sin (idolatry). The history books of the Old Testament (especially Judges) contain the record of this divine punishment meted out. The cure for a generational curse has always been repentance. When Israel turned from idols to serve the living God, the “curse” was broken and God saved them (Judges 3:9, 15; 1 Samuel 12:10-11). Yes, God promised to visit Israel’s sin upon the third and fourth generations, but in the very next verse He promised that He would show “love to a thousand [generations] of those who love me and keep my commandments” (Exodus 20:6). In other words, God’s grace lasts a thousand times longer than His wrath. For the Christian who is worried about a generational curse, the answer is salvation through Jesus Christ. A Christian is a new creation (2 Corinthians 5:17). How can a child of God still be under God’s curse (Romans 8:1)? The cure for a “generational curse” is repentance of the sin in question, faith in Christ, and a life consecrated to the Lord (Romans 12:1-2). the bible also says that Deuteronomy 18:10-11New International Version (NIV) 10 Let no one be found among you who sacrifices their son or daughter in the fire, who practices divination or sorcery, interprets omens, engages in witchcraft, 11 or casts spells, or who is a medium or spiritist or who consults the dead. When men fight with one another, and the wife of the one draws near to rescue her husband from the hand of him who is beating him, and puts out her hand and seizes him by the private parts, then you shall cut off her hand. Christians eat their own children....Deuteronomy 28:53%u201CThen you shall eat the offspring of your own body, the flesh of your sons and of your daughters whom the LORD your God has given you, during the siege and the distress by which your enemy will oppress you." then there is the lost books and removed gospels who was said to be a disciple and also These three rediscovered gospels are named after Simon Peter, Mary Magdalene, and Judas Iscariot. a number of other gospels which they knew about, but which apparently no longer survive. These include the Gospel of Matthias, the Gospel of Perfection, the Gospel of the Seventy, the Dialogue of the Savior, the Gospel of the Twelve, the Book of the Hebrews, the Gospel of the Nazarenes, the Gospel of Bartholomew, the Secret Gospel of Mark, and the Gospel of Eve. Other gospels may have also existed, but even their names have been lost. see the constant contradictions of the bible!!!! being a person who studied theoretical bullshit at university and dropped out I don't ever claim to be an expert on anything, but university did teach me to question everything, analyse everything which makes me have to consider the god;s check list that scott clifton https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo Attachments area Preview YouTube video God's Checklist 2.0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DvRPbsXBVBo God's Checklist 2.0 the point is why did god bother sending me to university if his greater useless plan was to cerfdom me!

xmas hasn't been enjoyable since 1994 and as a kid only a few xmas were ok the best really were betw...

can you see now why I avoid having these esoteric deep religious conversations when some dumb bitch comes up to me while I was minding my own busieness about if I think i will go to heaven and then had the audacity to tell me that god punishes even a white lie as the same as evil crimes and for hate to be as equal to murderers? like really? so if I don't go to heaven and if this loser god loves his murderers and arsonists and what ever over me who might tell the odd white lie as to not hurt someones feelings because its socially not graceous to do so, well that god can go fuck himself. god won't want to complain to me about loving murderers and arsonists and prostitutes over humble bumble old miserable stupid fair mindedly honest, and strongly ethical human me! who can't forgive the people who harmed me knowlyingly harmed me having capacity to know their abuse was causing harm which I have dobbed in those churches and doctors and entities of lower morals to police and to other medical bodies as well just to be a extra complete bitch! like isn't it enough that I am so charitiable I have stepped aside and been so so so so giving for other slutty whores with turbo powered cunts who need men and love more then me, I charititably and decently and modestly and politely step aside of these prostitutes and whores and scum women who are the lowest of the low to have a man. its just as giving to step aside for a whoreslut to have a manbeast scumbum man anyway as it is to give time or money to the poor and more needy desperate of the world. but man! am I sick of it. I actually hate women and look down on their sinful ways and laugh at these young so called dumb in love lower beings. and I even admit my attitude to love and jobs is "let me out I can't breathe" ! and I would rather run away and be the one that got away to make the bastards feel guilty and bad as dirty devils and laugh at them. I laugh openly at the younger generations and all they do, their babies and dumb weddings, their simplton degrees and work and their need to keep up with each other, try like i so happened to fall upon or find myself in a typical weekend going to the movies all these dumb whores trying to keep up with each other and do the face-off and shirt fronting sexy mom games and gossip and complain about hubby and kids and car and mortgage. its really amusing to watch these dumb spastic whores at their witchcraft antics. its so bemusing! my mother and i watched and giggled, as we do every time we go to one shopping mall and sit down and throw off at the twitty bird chicks inside at the travel agency and banks and how overworked the poor slutty whores are and the real joke is they really do believe they are sexy and hot in their drag queen high heels and fake eye lashes and creepy bodies and their creepy sleazy couple times. eek, it makes me squirm and giggle so much at them. sometimes I have openly mocked them. like the stupid dumb royals aren't they bemusing fool clowns as my grandma would have said "bunch of faggots".

can you see now why I avoid having these esoteric deep religious conversations when some dumb bitch ...