i have a huge crush on a straight friend, it always

I am 12 and I've been sending anonymous email to my crush. i send a long poetic email about how much i love him and care for him and want to see him smile. After i wrote it and send it to him i always feel relieved. Thinking that now he know someone actually care for him. The next day i met him he always more cheerful and talked to me more than he usually do. I was happy and started doing it more. Until one day i checked his facebook and found out that i've been sending wrong email to wrong address. All the email i've sent to him has never been read by him because i sent it to wrong address. It's still mystery for me how come he was happier after i send him email, probably just suggestion. But i still happy i wrote off my feelings.

I am 12 and I've been sending anonymous email to my crush. i send a long poetic email about how much...

I don't want ken carey or any royals from uk or germany to contact me ever again. I don't want want to hear from a lot of people from my past because all you did was take and use and abuse and I its so one sided and your bullying and controlling and rude. I want to have room for fun new people in my life from other parts of the world who I have missed out on meeting who will treat me better. I just am like my parents and sister now we don't want to mix with relatives who have hurt us and we don't want to see our brother and his wife and kids and we don't want to know my mums relatives much. we keep to ourselves for the last 15 years and no one invited us much who didn't take us down. so I don't know how else to put it. I just know I am worth better then all that and want to move to better loving people and the new people I am with in my life are all that matter to me right now.

I don't want ken carey or any royals from uk or germany to contact me ever again. I don't want want ...

I have loved you since I was 16. You were the first boy I met that cared, was fun and didn't treat me like dirt. I dream of you sexually every night even though i have a boyfriend. So many times I have tried to confess it but I am gutless. I will always love you and your cute smile and the way I feel when I hug you. Your scent makes me feel so alive. I wish I could just admit this to you

I have loved you since I was 16. You were the first boy I met that cared, was fun and didn't treat m...