I am literally struggling to make ends meet each week with finances and a lot of things. I wish I had more support in so many areas of my life. I am hungry for love. what my tummy can't make up for and sick of being alone, sick of having weird long cyber relationships that fizz out. lot of young guys I have met online are just lovely. one egyptian guy of 19 wanted to marry me, an indian guy who was 22 wanted me to go over there but I felt too afraid to go alone. I have been hurt online by a few guys that is true, but I would say things to them about sex and desires if I met them in the street I would be too shy to tell them. but online we would just stay up all hours talking and cyber sex chat and about things and for weeks and months and I don't think its healthy living like that.