I am depressed :-(

well well, I am struggling through this courses and its the cost more then anything breaking me down. I never dreamed for a second I would be living in this shit at 45. I hate the people who did this to me. I hope they pay big time. I don't want to have to repeat another degree unless its a dam easy one and to my liking and mostly I would like a schollarship. I asked a teacher for advice and next to useless. I feel like I am worthless and looked at as simple. sorry I asked him at all. I will learn from that mistake. learn to just shut up and say zero. be like maria and joke about it all. when they ask "what are ya studying" say "I actually don't know", giggle giggle. giggler more. Then say, "you tell me I haven't worked it out yet", giggle giggle again! and end it. why do any one need to know what I do as if they care to help me.

well well, I am struggling through this courses and its the cost more then anything breaking me down...

pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out of them and horse whip the bastards under control to GROW UP AND WORK WORK WORK SLAVE SLAVE SLAVE EARN YOUR KEEP ON THIS EARTH LIKE A MAN! not a wissy boy weak link. god I am sick of lazy young people not working. if that bastard mows the lawn inproperly again I am going to ring that company and dam well yell at them to get their act together! stop expecting 76 year old little women to do a strapping MAN of 20s job. what a absolute hide! the dirty evil disgusting bastards. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jOJj5xh0uG0

pandy piss lazy dandy pusy weak ass prisboys give me the shits literally man. someone make a MAN out...

when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half an hour rant one day just over some guy asking what sort of questions would be on our exam, well the teacher yelled and went off "WHAT AN ABSOLUTE AUDACITY YOU HAVE TO EXPECT ME TO TELL YOU WHAT TOPICS WILL BE ON THE EXAM" YOU SHOULD KNOW ALL THIS. if I had to hand in an assignment and there was a bus strike you had to get a taxi there no excuses it had to be submitted by 10am or else failure. if you didn't turn up on time teachers locked the lecture hall doors. you were told to move so you moved. If a nun or priest or brother or anyone told you to move you moved. when I don't pass exams I have to pay a re-sit fee. I am currently doing over 10 subjects. do I look like someone who has all the time in the world to wait to have a marriage or baby? and here I am 46 and still be yelled at my younger little lazy selfish fuckers being told want to do and get out of the way and I am sick of it.

when I went to university teachers would bawl you out for the most minor of things. we copped a half...