I am depressed :-(

i wouldn't give up my cats for anything, I just wish that they were easier to make them take their flea control and worming tablets, simmy had to embarase me last time at the vet he just refused to allow the vet to give him a worming tablet. and he gets on well with snug and mia and mooshi. mooshi is sweet little persian. simmy is a cute boy black and chocolate and snug my dad really loves him so much and he is a lovely playful boy who is a ragdoll. my dad used to hate cats but now he loves snug so much.

i wouldn't give up my cats for anything, I just wish that they were easier to make them take their f...

I am so depressed, I deliberately have made men I like hate me for other womens egos, then I get pushed to fat rapists I hate and I am sick of living like this and want a better life. I know people hate me but I am sick of being bashed over men. I actually hate most women.

I am so depressed, I deliberately have made men I like hate me for other womens egos, then I get pus...

there is no enjoyment to look forward to in life, I have given up on believing some man will love me. joyce was right I am so ugly I have to bark like a dog for a man to love me. she didn't need to tell me that I already knew I was ugly but she didn't have to add insult to injury and enjoy seeing my university and romance and health failures like some sexual pervert voyuer needing to watch me go through things to make her feel better about herself. I still can't see how it helps her or me for me to be left on the shelf in every way possible and not allowed a husband or children or friends or fun. and I can't help it if I just don't love ken or russel or rick. I need a man who will act like a man and stop fighting act grown up and take responsibility for himself. I don't know why I have had to gain weight again to make sarina russo whore feel better about her ugly dogfaced self. I mean nothing could make those women feel better anyway, they just enjoy abusing certain women out of jealousy I guess I should have done it back to heaps of women myself. I wish I could bash katy back now and joyce and my sister for all the abuse and lies she has done. no one in this family loves her anymore but her delis' filipinas and I hate filipinas. they sicken me and my dad.

there is no enjoyment to look forward to in life, I have given up on believing some man will love me...