I am depressed :-(

I wonder why I bother to study at all. I seriously mean that. what is the point of all this? I guess that is why I dropped out of university 4 times each time with nervous breakdowns I feel so ashamed of after abuse, I guess I must be so weak unlike the strong successful people and women who get out and bash there way to the top and on top of every dick they can.

I wonder why I bother to study at all. I seriously mean that. what is the point of all this? I guess...

I cry and I cry because I can’t hang moments like these. Moments when you’re destroyed inside and everything inside you cripples. I don’t know if I should continue life like this or let it come to a end

I cry and I cry because I can’t hang moments like these. Moments when you’re destroyed inside and ev...

I am so tired I was up til midnight studying and then had to get up early for a class and then I got lost so I decided to take my mum and I off to southbank brisbane and we had a tomato, cheese and ham sandwich we shared and 2 mango/passionfruit low fat fruit packed frozen yogurt that was sensational for 97% fat free in a wafer cone after all the walking I didn't care, then we headed back to a shopping mall and had a cup of earl grey tea, well I did and mum had a low fat cappuccino. I am so tired now. I just want to sleep but I have a lot of study assignments to catch up on. hope to try some later.

I am so tired I was up til midnight studying and then had to get up early for a class and then I got...