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I just can't stop farting all around. I like the smell, but my co-workers don't like it. I think because it's too loud

I just can't stop farting all around. I like the smell, but my co-workers don't like it. I think bec...

Abuse

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sarina nigaa myob sarina nigga myob, bad nig myob russonigga sarina sarina nigaa myob bad nig myob r...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is 18 years younger to me. I am in my late 40’s now. I am in love with my mother's maid, she is a mother of five and was married at a very young age of 13 as common in our country. She was raped by her married uncle before she got married to a person with no family and home just because she was stigmatized as a rape victim and her father thought that no good person would marry her. She works at different houses in our neighborhood to earn and feed her children and husband and to meet her household budget. When she asks her husband to work and support her, she is harshly abused by him (physically and mentally). But she doesn’t have the courage to retaliate. She is in her early 30’s now but very gorgeous – the hallmark of her personality which attracted me. Though I know her for years, have fantasized her many times in past but it was only 6 months ago (while she was working in our kitchen), I felt she was inclined towards me and I felt the same. She disclosed that she loved me. After that, we are having s** at regular intervals. When I move to other cities for work, we communicate on phone but she seldom shares her personal life with me. I know it’s hard for her because of a male dominant society and an oppressed and obedient wife. I have no idea how she exactly feels about her husband and me. Though she says she loves me but also says that her husband has the primary right over her life and she belongs to him. This hurts me very badly. It is so difficult for me to accept her husband as her husband and to thing that he is controlling her life. Though she says she loves me, but I wonder if it’s true. Even though I know we can’t be together, yet I often find myself thinking about ways to marry her. I know she wont leave her husband as it would not be acceptable by the society and she will be more stigmatized if she does and in presence of 4 sons who are now growing up. The eldest is already studying in a college. She is the most beautiful woman ever who came into my life, and I don’t want to lose her at any cost. No women have ever made me feel the way she does. Life feels deserted knowing she can’t be with me all the nights because of her husband. On the other hand I also feel guilty about cheating my wife and indulging myself in a vicious cycle of infatuation. She dominates my life. Her thoughts, her want has disabled my mind to think constructively about my life. I don’t know what to do? I need help, but don’t want to stop as well.

Affair with married maid. I am a married person, have 2 kids (9 & 5 yrs son & daughter). My wife is ...

Love, Lie, Abuse, Marriage

fuck off pedo rape. no one wants to listen to your sicko talk. I am not into rapeo pedos so fuck off! just fuck off. go on get out of here devil! get out of here or police will get you for stalking! and making threats of abuse! get lost devil!

fuck off pedo rape. no one wants to listen to your sicko talk. I am not into rapeo pedos so fuck off...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I want police and ambulance and doctors to treat me better. I am sick of being treated like nothing. even at university and school I was treated like nothing. i am the brick that got lost on the wall. I guessed what I thought i knew more then I was told, so I really am "our lady of assumption" in all ways. lol

I want police and ambulance and doctors to treat me better. I am sick of being treated like nothing...

Pride, Abuse

i am a persistent complainer. I hate that part of me sometimes.

i am a persistent complainer. I hate that part of me sometimes.

Abuse, Hate

I make complaints about ads!

I make complaints about ads!

Abuse, Hate

fuck off yourself!

fuck off yourself!

Abuse, Hate

fuck off ! lawyers!

fuck off ! lawyers!

Abuse

you don't know how much i want to get out of australia - this hell whole of shit country.

you don't know how much i want to get out of australia - this hell whole of shit country.

Abuse, Hate, Violence

my brothers godfather came from kassel Germany, my godparents family owned a world wild soft-drink company. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RSuSGlAaZZk ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GL1xoAnGHGI

my brothers godfather came from kassel Germany, my godparents family owned a world wild soft-drink c...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

what I hate is when women pull this stunt of "I am not your child minder or a guy isn't a child minder, if a woman is drunk, I made a point of making my mum and I stay with my aunty at new years party because she had drunk a bit and I wanted to make sure she got home ok without someone taking advantage of her, sometimes love does lean! sometimes you do be a child minder for someone you care about! no matter their age! especially when its family! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7fIQznlZGOg&t=1255s yeh, well this girl kerry that I met was clearly strange to me. and I told police I believed ken to be friends with the film group and they didn't take me too seriously about the connection. and the rsl and the dept of defense didn't tell me everything I wanted to know or that my lawyer wanted to know or what my doctors wanted to know. all my neighbors could do was giggle around on drugs and I swear they killed someone. I swear I heard someone being killed and the smell. no one believes me. they had no respect for me and the police should respect me more i have studied law and policing ethics back over 25 years ago. nothing is that funny. so did what was i snorting in simon, charlie and berty? carry on up the incinerator? that is why I said "someone is dead and this is funny to you? no you didn't say what I wanted to hear and know" and that someone would try to kill me, make me sick and rape me be it one person or a group of crazy halloweeners, and its funny to people?

what I hate is when women pull this stunt of "I am not your child minder or a guy isn't a child mind...

Abuse, Violence

I woke up really sick yesterday morning I was having a meltdown panic attack over it. I got up and I was flat out walking to the toilet and so incredibly dizzy and nauseated and had some gastro as well. I was beside myself crying that the mastoid infection thing could happen again or the RN said could I have had food poisoning because I told her I had had jauntis a few weeks ago bit was just in around the eyes and I get that from time to time. anyway before I rang the doctor I remembered I had some tablets for dizzy spells so I took 1 cuz my gp isn't back from holiday yet if I get really sick I will call a home doctor or go down to the VP24 they are better then the stupid hospital. I was crying tonight because I don't want to die from this thing and I have to go to hospital soon for something I can't talk about anyway. I don't want to die. I don't want to go through it again like last time. I would kill myself then go through it again. I said that back in 2000 after that huge middle ear infection I used to lay over the side of the bed facing the floor crying all day and all night for over 6 years and I thought that was bad enough. I thought i was gonna die then but each time it has got worse. I fear so much. I got to cope some how all alone in this. no one is gonna care when i die. no one has ever cared about me. I just don't want to have anymore senseless injections of shit in me and no more xrays and ct scans of my brain etc. Mri's fine but like the RN said for me not to take anymore tablets incase the doctor fines something more wrong but I have to go to hospital in a few weeks time for something else. I can't have all these problems, sure this was not as bad as when I needed the ambulance with my brain swelling after i washed my hair and everything was double and I couldn't walk straight for weeks. I used to slide side ways up and down the hall way checking on my mothers breathing a dozen times a night when I was really sick. I have to go to hospital in a few weeks and I don't want anyone worrying about me. I am alone in this illness and i am coping as best as i can. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YoG4z3c-rZY https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgp2gheUjLA Rn asked me if I have recently hit my head, "hit my head, I can't remember! since the car accident" but usually its the dam cupboard in the kitchen I hit my head on or something else inflicted. but I am feeling a bit better today anyway.

I woke up really sick yesterday morning I was having a meltdown panic attack over it. I got up and I...

Pride, Abuse, Hate

I don't do incest. not my scene!

I don't do incest. not my scene!

Abuse, Hate

yeh well you go bullying me for the rest of your life but the police are going to get you for stalking and abusing me you spastic loser! fuck off and go die in hell. go die go die go die go die. !!!!!!!!

yeh well you go bullying me for the rest of your life but the police are going to get you for stalki...

Abuse, Hate

now I can't bare children and babies and old old people around me at all. I raised over $21 thousand for a charity to be violated and abused. never again!

now I can't bare children and babies and old old people around me at all. I raised over $21 thousand...

Abuse, Hate

rats on my pillow and spiders on my head. friends will be foe, and snakes in my bed.

rats on my pillow and spiders on my head. friends will be foe, and snakes in my bed.

Abuse, Hate

fleas on my pillow, fleas in my hair.

fleas on my pillow, fleas in my hair.

Abuse, Hate

my mum never trusted her family around us, I wonder why?

my mum never trusted her family around us, I wonder why?

Murder, Abuse

I lay in bed all day everyday, no point getting up when you get pushed down all the time right!

I lay in bed all day everyday, no point getting up when you get pushed down all the time right!

Abuse