I am sick of my mother tagging around me. I want a life of my own .

you know how people have a past with friends and bonds with friends. I don't. its like all the rest of the world has their in-jokes and groups, a past love, a meaning, I don't. nothing is mine alone, nothing ever was. its all a load of shit. I just have no feeling towards most people. its a wonder I wake up most mornings I am just living day to day health wise. if die my cats will have to be euthanised with me and burnt with me.

you know how people have a past with friends and bonds with friends. I don't. its like all the rest ...

I erase people from my life, I learnt the eraser technic a long time ago. I can ignore people like no one else! I don't have a magic moment, I don't have a special night with anyone. I just no feelings that mattered with anyone. It all has no meaning to me. I don't have a group to share in on the joke with or have our own speak or "remember when" I just move on ! I have never belonged anywhere so that is why I make sure people get the message they will never belong around me. you'll never be good enough !

I erase people from my life, I learnt the eraser technic a long time ago. I can ignore people like n...

I had cyber sex with a number of men, they are my secret weapon! omar and I talked about sex all the time some of our secret talents, great guys ! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H4-c1_ljmnI https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CMT4D0sosO4&t=44s ; https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDQ66GSU-zU&t=181s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z6cBcNbGovk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ohSNeQ70VsY

I had cyber sex with a number of men, they are my secret weapon! omar and I talked about sex all the...