I don't like kelly being abusive towards me. kelly is a evil person and all that pretend cutie act is a lie. she has a husband called garry and yet women have called her a slut because she flirts and she bullies and plays the passive agressive and she is looked for any excuse to attack me after anita would not help me. anita only wants choir listening to her complaints she doesnt want to be anyones real friend unless you can get her something she wants. I said to kelly- I just can't take anymore of the abuse going on in the choirs with people throwing books and then I find shirley the bitch there who told me to go away from the doctors surgery when I was sick and needed help and then anita was hiding and playing games I just don't need to be part of those silly games. I don't have time for that bullshit!. I knew anita and shirley wanted to get rid of me and I knew margie did not like me, she didn't care but she wanted me to listen all her issues with all her ex husbands and she has kids, had great careers and you I don't need those sort of people as friends. I thought kelly was more genuine but it turns out that she was out to undercut me I think I can't prove it but I just don't need to be part of their games and lies and circus acts. I don't have the time for their bullshit. I felt I was steering the choir in the right direction I seen it could go- I wanted to see the choir get ahead in social events at boutique wine resturants and events, and I specificly chose family orintated companies for sponsorship. I targeted media outlets that were suitable and not over the top for them. I choose medium scale businesses and family products and not rubbish. seriously kelly was just a bully in the end, she should be greatful to have garry and stop getting involved in my personal life and I didn't like her trying to shove garry at me and putting the phone on to loud speaker. I thought kelly was better then that. I guess I made a mistake I thought she would be someone who could be a friend but I never seem to have female friends for long, like I thought emma was better and she said a few things that upset me- maybe I took it too personally about smelly bums and a florist friend she felt was using her cuz I did floristry assist short course so I thought she ment me. then I seen her kids and they looked like bowie and I just don't want anything to do with that guy. he didn't give me a job when I needed it and destroyed things and he has to be stopped from trying harm me. I don't envy emma or any the women I have met in the last 2-3 years put it that way!

I don't like kelly being abusive towards me. kelly is a evil person and all that pretend cutie act is a lie. she has a husband called garry and yet women have called her a slut because she flirts and she bullies and plays the passive agressive and she is looked for any excuse to attack me after anita would not help me. anita only wants choir listening to her complaints she doesnt want to be anyones real friend unless you can get her something she wants. I said to kelly- I just can't take anymore of the abuse going on in the choirs with people throwing books and then I find shirley the bitch there who told me to go away from the doctors surgery when I was sick and needed help and then anita was hiding and playing games I just don't need to be part of those silly games. I don't have time for that bullshit!. I knew anita and shirley wanted to get rid of me and I knew margie did not like me, she didn't care but she wanted me to listen all her issues with all her ex husbands and she has kids, had great careers and you I don't need those sort of people as friends. I thought kelly was more genuine but it turns out that she was out to undercut me I think I can't prove it but I just don't need to be part of their games and lies and circus acts. I don't have the time for their bullshit. I felt I was steering the choir in the right direction I seen it could go- I wanted to see the choir get ahead in social events at boutique wine resturants and events, and I specificly chose family orintated companies for sponsorship. I targeted media outlets that were suitable and not over the top for them. I choose medium scale businesses and family products and not rubbish. seriously kelly was just a bully in the end, she should be greatful to have garry and stop getting involved in my personal life and I didn't like her trying to shove garry at me and putting the phone on to loud speaker. I thought kelly was better then that. I guess I made a mistake I thought she would be someone who could be a friend but I never seem to have female friends for long, like I thought emma was better and she said a few things that upset me- maybe I took it too personally about smelly bums and a florist friend she felt was using her cuz I did floristry assist short course so I thought she ment me. then I seen her kids and they looked like bowie and I just don't want anything to do with that guy. he didn't give me a job when I needed it and destroyed things and he has to be stopped from trying harm me. I don't envy emma or any the women I have met in the last 2-3 years put it that way!
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