problematic elite complex and carefully crafted community that bugsy and other scum have done, its being caught up in "narc" and I knew I had to let go on so many people to tell them off out of my life because of their toxic overloading ! one day you stop believing in people, in the system and royals and fantasies and you grow up from their toxic drain overload cosemtic crafted worlds of the who is in and who is out crowd and I don't give a dam about anyone but me. you taught me that. so lets move on.