My small dirty business I was 16 when I had the best girl friend. She was 16 aswell, we were both virgins. After a couple months, we had lost out virginities and were f****** daily. I was poor and needed money for weed. When I showed this small video to my best friend he had a idea for making money. The video was her giving me head, but I had a condom on, after she proceeded to drink my sperm from the condom. She told me how she loved my c**, and would drink it anytime. My mate gave me $50 if he could j*** off in a condom, then get her to drink it on cam. I pretended I jerked off at her house then handed the condom over. She very hungrily drank it up. Needless to say, I was a bit concerned over kissing her after. For the following couple of months we were together, I had 4 other friends, who constantly gave me condoms for her to drink. I made good money from it, and when I found out she cheated on me, I got as much guys as I could to j*** off and collected all the c**. I gave it to her as a gift saying I collected it all over the weekend. She drank it all, maybe a small cups worth. Some of the guys had a couple of stds just for her sake.

i really can appreciate this someone called ken who raped me and his helper called doret have been doing some of what you are saying to me, even down to getting me to buy a massage/beauty therapy table as they were wanting me to be like her and looking back I can now see that they were working together abusing me and I just want it to stop and I am starting to recover and get help. she was always saying if i bring up a topic means i am drawing it in and i had never been told this before and i think it was just them using some witchcraft and the more I "out" them it is helping me, because they are projecting the wrong things on me. I think victims can end up fighting off and he was using names like -a bunny poet to get to me and stupid things like associated word patterns that don't make sense. thanks for this. its awaking. I mean I never wanted to be like doret, she might want to be like me but she can't be and I can't be her. i didn't sign up to be like doret and I never asked to be like her and I dont want to and I can't be forced to either - she had nothing to teach me at all. she was a crazy nutcase making money from weak vulnerable abused people under the guise of spiritual counselling. but she took more then she gave! other the bullying ! they believed themselves to be some power gamer and doret and ken were both very crazy and aggressive as well as passive aggressive and manipulative and witchy. that just shows their lack of authenticness. they sure like the copycat syndrome but I just like my cats, not copycat rubbish. i want to cry and let go of dorets FAT she has thrown at me!!! I didn't know about Charaka and i have to say she made me sicker after seeing her then feeling healthy and loved. I only tried this spiritual healing stuff because I was emotionally hurting deeply like crying myself to sleep every night for about 14 years I was too shy to do massage and be naked and I met this ken guy while seeing her and she was having sexual relations with at least 1 of her female client's boyfriends and she had this attitude of "I deserve a few witchy amusements!" she got me to close my eyes and she did some symbol on me and then i noticed bad things happening. I woud like some advice. I am not showing off or narcissistic just need some genuine support.

i really can appreciate this someone called ken who raped me and his helper called doret have been d...

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