emma calls her customers "smelly bums" that was when I thought "you're a bitch, you are up yourself, you're ass smells like everyone else bitch", she started acting like she was so above me when she started working for a female natruapath and she was putting down my study which I knew she would like sally did. like only their study is relevent to the world, only their vaginas are worthy and they are old hags but gee do they think they have something to give. like doret. she was a fat hustling momma ghetto bitch with a dozen kids to as many fathers looking down her nose at me and she wronged me. that liar. i was single and studying and she pulled a number on me I will never forgive. I just don't forget or forgive people anymore. god has wronged me. I was too nice and kind. god slammed me for being good, every night I would say my prayers faithfully day in and day out and thank god, ask god to fix problems of other peoples and my own. god hurt me everytime. every single time god let me down. I am not a satanic but I just don't believe in religion of any kind anymore. there is no god. I nearly died and I can tell you there is no god. I asked god to save me and he did sort of but my life is pain every day. every hour of every day I have to hide the emotional and physical pain for the last 30 years. I kept illnesses a secret not even tellin other doctors everything, I don't want their pity parties anyway. that is all they give is pity or sarcasim and insults and its wearing thin, the next doctor to mock me and abuse might cope a filipeno presidents hitman at them if they don't watch it. the next bitch that tries to down me ever again will definately get a filipineno presidents hit man at them. I told him about a few people already. I have had cancer, I have no husband I have sexually abused as a child and suffered at the hands of a drunken old beast who hurt me over and over. DON'T YOU DAM WELL FUCK WITH ME FUCKERS!