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My girlfriend and I have been going out for 1.5 years. Everything was going really well, and I couldn't imagine going through life with anyone else. Then, at the start of 2017, things started going downhill in my life. I was struggling financially, whereas she is financially sound. I was trying to find a better job, then I got pushed out of my current job with no backup. Through all of this, my depression has been going crazy, with my insecurities wreaking havoc on my peace of mind. I lost a previous girlfriend in very similar circumstances, because she couldn't handle the idea of uncertainty in my future. I asked my current girlfriend if she has concerns about the current situation, and if she wanted to stay with me through this time. She said she needed time to think about it. Since then, she has become more emotionally and physically distant, and I don't know if it means I need to move on or just try and get my life in order and deal with her later.

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My girlfriend and I have been going out for 1.5 years. Everything was going really well, and I couldn't imagine going through life with anyone else. Then, at the start of 2017, things started going downhill in my life. I was struggling financially, whereas she is financially sound. I was trying to find a better job, then I got pushed out of my current job with no backup. Through all of this, my depression has been going crazy, with my insecurities wreaking havoc on my peace of mind. I lost a previous girlfriend in very similar circumstances, because she couldn't handle the idea of uncertainty in my future. I asked my current girlfriend if she has concerns about the current situation, and if she wanted to stay with me through this time. She said she needed time to think about it. Since then, she has become more emotionally and physically distant, and I don't know if it means I need to move on or just try and get my life in order and deal with her later.
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