Estoy muy arrepentida porque he visto páginas porno y he tenido

well I didn't party for new year even as it is my birthday because of a selfish stalker I have no friends to share my love and time with because of this selfish coward stalker who is like some jack the ripper who is so coward can't even show his face to people and man up! anyway, I exercised instead as I like to do my workouts and just did mild tummy crunches and back arches and posture moves and went to bed at 10.30pm I don't drink alcohol and even quit sugar but had some cordial and some nice dessert but this morning woke in pain, so this happens every few months and which is why I was careful with the dumbells weights workouts in the last week but maybe I over did it more then I think. but I had to call the home doctor and most of this is from 2 car accident injuries and I was born with a slight curve of th spine which seems to run in my dads family. last new year I felt and injured old injuries and that has mad it hard because my back surgeon told me not to over do the exercising too much. but I find I enjoy exercise like it makes me feel like a real person in the heat working out to point of sweating it out makes me feel great to music. but the pain now is terrible. I am waiting to hear back from my surgeon and other doctor and get some stronger pain killers as I want to avoid the local hospital. it hurts to stand, walk, sit down get up or go to sit and laying down even hurts, I should be used to this pain. pain is all I have known while others have money and love and friends that care I am treated like a idiot when I have more going for me then most people do.

well I didn't party for new year even as it is my birthday because of a selfish stalker I have no fr...

like I told federal police people see my family as easy targets to abuse because we have had been vitims of child sexual abuse even my dad was abused by the same man as me and my sister and people pick on us because of this, because of our illnesses, when they are just coward assholes. like I attack people when provoked if you don't provoke me I don't attack. and I am sick of these media whores and celebrities and royals and rich cunts sticking their bib into personal stuff never bothering to get the full facts straight and wanting to abuse when they are not helping us at all ....

like I told federal police people see my family as easy targets to abuse because we have had been vi...

this year I have put a bit of work into the garden to have a bit of an enchanted garden, we bought fairys and made a mushroom garden and I am looking up things on youtube to make more mushrooms and fairy garden things. I love the crystals and the shells and my mum made some fairy doors and the weather has been hot but kind enough to offer some rain which has made the japanese garden with the japanese bridge look so pretty and smell lovely. and we put up a new archway as well and it makes a really pretty party area for a little girl and I have been collecting little girl party things for ages now, I guess deep down I have always wanted a child of my own and I have bought little girls and boys things for babies over the time apart from other things. I just wish I could find a suitable husband who will protect me and appreciate me... like I only feel alive and a real person when I am out shopping or dining out and wearing nice clothes like bewitched I bought and I so much want to wear them. I only feel real when I am exercising to a complete wet sweat to music and I might have been a gym junky but it was only mild gym anyway it was not full impact and i only felt real and alive when I was thin. people don't understand that and how lonely it has been and how the people who abused me can't fill that now. only loving new people with a good heart can fill that for me now. I spent new year doing a pedicure and massage on me and my mum and facial and arm and hand massage. I bought a massage table to do facials on people and massage or reflexology but I have nowhere to go yet and all my furniture most of it is 2nd hand or new french louix look or a mixture and I bought it because I can't keep waiting around for a husband just waiting and waiting while my parents needed new furniture the other stuff was 2nd hand and old and damaged and we had had it for like nearly 40 years. I want to move from here. I want to do a kitchen downstairs so we have more room. this stalker who is a coward gutless loser is the one enjoying seeing the suffering of a whole family. doesn't that say something about a son of a whore bitch like that. and my mothe was never in a porn film you have the wrong person. i can't see that my mother would have had the time for that while managing 3 govt depts when she was just 18. you can't trust me because I am with the cops. I am one of them. I don't tell many people that but i am...

this year I have put a bit of work into the garden to have a bit of an enchanted garden, we bought f...