Confessions about 'Blasphemy'

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I'm unsure of this world I don't know what exactly to think about this generation anymore. All there left is s**, money, and loneliness. People are taking advantage of certain crimes ..... I feel like I shouldn't continue with my sentence and this confession anymore because it'll violate many of their feelings to something I'll regret writing about. Many people have "truly" been victims of certain crimes, and some people lie to get attention. It's hard to tell who's telling the truth. I hope people understand the importance of my message. It is a request to those who enjoy lying about certain crimes that has never happened to them or that they misinterpret. Accusing someone for doing something they never did can affect their mental state at the severe level. It is also a bizarre humiliation to those who's actually been real victims in real life. Please, stop where you at and think before acting upon certain situations. It's not funny within this world anymore. People are lost and in need for help. You can't take that right away from them because this is all they have to get out of the rut. Try healing yourself and let others heal as well.

I'm unsure of this world I don't know what exactly to think about this generation anymore. All ther...

Hate, Blasphemy

Credit Card I was on Pornhub.com (at age 12) and another window popped up, but it was from Microsoft saying there was a virus on my mom's computer. I freaked out and tried to close the tab, because my p*** was still on, but the message kept blocking me from doing so. I had to use all of the shortcuts to close the tab, and I just ignored the fact that I got a virus on the computer. 2 nights later my mom had somebody in California using her credit card on PlayStation Network, and had an $87 Uber ride. (How the h*** do you spend $87 on UBER? HOW?) Anyways she cancelled her card and neither of my parents even know (this happened a few days ago, so the virus is still in the computer).

Credit Card I was on Pornhub.com (at age 12) and another window popped up, but it was from Microsof...

Blasphemy, Sex

If you loved me... Now i know you never did...

If you loved me... Now i know you never did...

Love, Blasphemy

ily jarrett, jorrell, milan, murphy, julian, john, brad, kevan, john, josh, rudy, bean, raphael, mike, rafael, michael, sydney, robert, marc, nick, georgie, that cuban kid... i wish you'd all f*** me at the same time.

ily jarrett, jorrell, milan, murphy, julian, john, brad, kevan, john, josh, rudy, bean, raphael, mi...

Blasphemy

My GF told me about a boy she knows named Bill. He did her few times and was good. She said had a big one and knows how to work it. She had few orgasms while he was doing her. She sent him to me bedroom window Last night. Big is not the word for it. I think he is deformed. I let my BF have my virginity and his buddy got me once. Not like this guy. I tired hard to take it and I ask him to stop. he did not like this and ask me for some cooking oil. I got it and watched him. he rubbed it all over and stuck it back in me. Burned like fuck. I did not have an orgasm but he did. All inside me.

My GF told me about a boy she knows named Bill. He did her few times and was good. She said had a bi...

Marriage, Blasphemy

My wife and I occasionally check in upscale downtown hotels on Friday or Saturday nights to enjoy the cities nightlife. By doing so we don’t need to be concern about driving drunk. Gina loves to wear outfits that show off a very nice backside and a large “B” small “C” cup bust. This usually means tight fitting jeans and a low cut blouse or a tight fitting pull over dress. One weekend we decided to check in one of our favorite hotels to enjoy the revived downtown social scene. As we were enjoying a pre-dinner cocktail in the Hotel lounge, we began chatting with three guys Enzo, Robert, and James they appeared to be between 20 and 25 years old. (about the same age as our two sons.) Enzo told us that they were there for a bachelor party for a friend, who was getting married the very next weekend. After a few drinks another one of their friends showed up and was introduced as the “Lucky Man” Jose. He appeared to be slightly younger and a little bashful. After a few rounds Enzo interrupted the conversation Gina and I were having with Jose. He was told Jose that they really needed to leave so they could get the evening started. Enzo thanked us for the rounds and invited us up to room 2514 for drinks if we were still up after midnight. As we walked to dinner, Gina asked, “Did you notice how they were looking at me?” I replied “No why?” Gina told me she caught them staring at her cleavage. What Gina doesn’t know is I did notice and I also noticed them checking out her ass when she got up. I got to say it is nice knowing that my 40-year-old wife is still good looking enough to attract younger men. After dinner we went to a couple trendy bars for some dancing. Gina was feeling pretty good as I noticed her gently grinding on other guys on the dance floor. It was stimulating watching her do this. She even danced with a couple guys at the same time while I went to the bar for a drink. After three hours or so we headed back to the Hotel lounge for a nightcap before heading to our room for what was going to be sleazy open curtain hotel sex. When we arrived the guys with the bachelor party were in the lounge talking to a couple girls at the bar. Enzo turned to us and yelled, “IT’S MY NEW FRIENDS.” and greeted both Gina and I with warm embraced hug. Enzo introduced us to the others who joined the party after they had left us earlier that night. Altogether there were seven, including the groom-to-be. Again it looked as if Gina loved the attention other guys were showing her. With a smile I showed approval when they noticed me watching how they were admiring Gina’s tight-fitting dress. Enzo and a couple others chatted among themselves; I suspected they were sharing Cougar or MILF fantasies or talking about how lucky I was. When last call was announced at 1:45 or so, the guys insisted it was too early to call it a night, and invited us up to their room. Gina was still full of energy, so it was an easy decision to join them. The room, a normal hotel room with a king sized bed a small couch two recliners, and a kitchenette stocked with light snacks and enough alcohol for a couple hours. The atmosphere was as though we were still downstairs in the lounge. Gina sat on the edge of the bed, enjoying the guys’ attention, and I stood across the room enjoying watching. The outfit she had on clearly showed the tops of her breasts and the cleavage between. We found that the minibar stock didn’t include gin or tonic, for Gina’s favorite drink, so I decided to go to our room to get a bottle of each. When I announced I was going, a guy sitting on the bed put his arm around Gina and said, “Don’t worry, we’ll make sure your sexy wife doesn’t miss you.” It was a quick trip to our room and back, and when I rejoined the party, the first thing I noticed was that the lights had been dimmed a little. Then I saw that Sandy was now sitting in the middle of the bed with her back to the headboard and her legs stretched out in front of her. Her lipstick was smeared a little. Three of the guys were sitting on the sides of the bed near her, and two guys were rubbing her lower calves. She had pantyhose under her dress. All the alcohol she’d drunk at our various stops that night was starting to affect her, but I figured we would soon be heading back to our room. I didn’t want her to be too tired for some fun there (I expected she’d be really hot after all the attention she’d gotten that night), so I purposely mixed our drinks on the weak side. Several of the guys were asking Gina to allow the groom to enjoy a feel of her breasts in her bra. “Come on,” they were coaxing, “after next weekend he’ll never be able to enjoy any breasts other than his wife’s. Help him out.” She was smiling and obviously enjoying herself but still was able to still say no. I kept in the background, and no one in the room paid any attention to me. As I heard the guys trying to cop their pal a feel of my wife’s fabulous tits, I found the idea to be extremely exciting! In fact, my cock was rock hard. Soon the groom Jose slipped in behind Gina and the headboard and began massaging her neck. From the looks of her erect nipples pressed against her dress she was definitely enjoying it. Finally, after countless request by all of the guys, Gina agreed to let the groom slip his hand down her top and inside her bra. I wasn’t sure where this would lead, but I was pretty sure every cock in the room was as hard as mine. With his five friends looking on, Jose slid his hand inside Gina’s bra and gently massaged first one breast, then the other. Gina was smiling with her eyes closed, and Jose seemed in no hurry to stop playing with her erect nipples. Jonathan, the best man, who was sitting on the other side of Gina, asked her if he could feel them. Without saying not a word and her eyes still closed. Gina nodded her head yes. Jose slid his hand over to Gina’s other breast and Jonathan slid his in. “Nice,” he soon declared with a big smile. I noticed two guys continued to massage my wife’s leg and soon began making their way up her thighs. I noticed Gina was really beginning to enjoy all the attention when she began to gyrate her hips. Jonathan removed his hand and the other two guys asked if they could feel. Gina replied with a nod they both responded at the same time and found it difficult for both their hands to fit into the opening of her dress. Gina suddenly slid her top down over her shoulders fully exposing her shear lace bra. The room suddenly became very tense for me. Several of the guys were quietly talking among themselves while Jose and Jonathan stayed with Gina. She then asked Jose if he would assist her with removing her bra. Without any hesitation at all he responded by reaching both arms around her hugging tightly against her and clumsily tried to unhook her bra. After several attempts Jonathan assisted in unhooking it. Jose backed away from Gina allowing her brad fall in her lap. Jose leaned way back to allow everyone in the room to enjoy the sight of her breasts. All of the desires became reality when Gina’s bra tumbled into her lap. Richard still sitting beside her caressed her breast gently as he began licking her nipples. She looked fabulous sitting there topless surrounded by all those young men. Enzo asked Jonathan to help Gina up. Once Gina was standing Enzo told Richard to finish undressing her. It was apparent that Enzo was look upon as the leader of these young men. Gina was now standing completely naked since she did not wear panties on this night. “So what do you think?” Gina asked as she slid her fingers across each breast. Jonathan answered Gina by lowering his head and sucked on the nipples. Enzo walked over to Gina placing his hand on her pussy and claimed it to be his by saying “This is my pussy tonight.” Laughter by all followed. I didn’t really know how to react. I was nervous, afraid, and excited all at the same time. Gina seemed to be in her element being the center of attention of all those sexy young men. I stood by and watched as two other guys started feeling all over her. Altogether Jonathan, Jose, Enzo, and the other two all had their hands on my wife. Enzo was now massaging her pussy. “It’s shaved!” one announced. Another chimed in, “We should let Jose enjoy her first. It’s his party.” I know I should have protested, since Gina wasn’t going to! But I was enjoying the sight at least as much as the young men were, and I had the hard-on to prove it! I was shocked by what Gina said/did next. Looking directly at Jose Gina asked him “would you like to fuck me first” Jose replied “If it’s ok, yes!” Gina unbuckled his belt, unzipped his fly, and pulled at his pants until the button released. After his pants fell to the floor she tugged at his underwear saying, “you won’t be needing these.” Now I knew my wife was going to allow these men to fuck her and I desperately wanted them to. Gina asked Jose to sit on the edge of the bed, once he was in place she kneeled between his legs and began licking the build up of pre-cum off the tip of his cock. Gina lowered her head until his cock disappeared Jose let out a loud moan. Gina deep throated him several more times then began crawled onto the bed laying on her back. Jose then took the position between her legs and asked “Don’t I need a condom?” Gina replied “No, It’s ok” Gina must have already been soaking wet because Jose had no problem sliding right in her and began pumping vigorously. At that point Enzo undressed and stood next to Gina at the head of the bed. He grabbed her head pulling it towards his cock until Gina started sucking him. After five minutes or so Jose yelled out “I’M CUMMING!” Gina never looked up from Enzo’s cock she was giving him the full meal deal. Jose rolled off of her completely exhausted. Enzo tried several times to pull away from Gina’s mouth until she stopped and told him that nothing else was happening unless he cums in her mouth. Enzo repositioned Gina on the bed with her laying on her back with her head hanging off the foot of the bed. Enzo kneeled until his cock pierced her lips and started pumping in and out. Gina started gagging because of the speed and force being applied. This continued until Enzo exploded in her causing her to choke on his semen. Gina raised up gagging and hacking before saying “That was good.” Jonathan the best man was next to step up he had already removed his clothes and his nearly 8” hard-on sticking straight out, Jonathan took the missionary position and slipped right inside her. Gina wrapped her legs around him, as she had done with me thousands of times and then thrust her hips upwards forcing his cock as deep inside her as it would go. He fucked her hard, and as I looked around the room, I saw all the guys fixated on the two of them rocking the bed. Two other guys had their clothes off and cocks in their hands As hard as Jonathan was fucking Gina, he didn’t last long. He moaned out as he drained a copious amount his load in her, then collapsed on top of her until one of the others, an Asian guy the others called Curt, told him to move off so he could “enjoy that pussy.” To my surprise he had the biggest limp cock I’d ever seen . It was at least 8” and the size of a beer can in girth I was wondering if He was going to stroking it to make sure he was at full size when he was ready to take his turn. He took it in his and banged it against her chest and asked, “Can you take all of my cock in your mouth?” She never answered. Curt stood on the bed directly over Gina with his cock hanging between his legs he started stroking it bringing it to life and milking enough pre-cum to slowly stretch from the tip of his cock to about 6” from Gina’s mouth before it broke lose landing on her neck and chin. Gina wiped it with her finger tasting her reward she mumbled something then sat up and started licking the head and then took as much of his cock as possible in her mouth. (Gina loves to suck on my cock.) Stretching her mouth as wide as she was able, she only got about half of it in. Curt moved down the bed, kneeled between her legs, spit on his hand and stroked his cock up and down her slit. Slowly he eased the head in. She let out a low moan. As the head disappeared inside, he eased more of his cock in, finally managing to get it all in! I was shocked and thrilled as he began pumping slowly in and out of her. After a while be began picking up speed, until his balls were slapping up against her with each thrust. Before long the painful look on Gina’s face became pleasure as she began thrusting her hips meeting Curt’s equally forceful thrusts half way. This continued for what seemed to be a very long time. I watched as the small beads of sweat became large drops falling with each collision as both were covered in each others sweat. The last two guys still wanted in but were enjoying the show too much to interrupt. After a while they moved over and stood on ­either side of the bed, their hard cocks out. Gina put her hands on them but couldn’t concentrate on anything except the monster fucking her. I pulled my cock out and jacked off, cumming about the same time Curt did. All of the guys were standing beside Gina as they jacked off cumming all over her and the bed. She lay on the bed exhausted. The bachelor-party guys thanked us for an incredible time. Curt asked Gina if she would be interested in doing it again sometime. Gina replied that she’d love to. She asked him to leave his contact information. A couple of them wrote their e-mail addresses for her. Then they filed out of their party room, leaving us alone with Jose. Gina was exhausted but had a satisfied smile. Jose asked for one more favor. He wanted to experience two guys fucking her at the same time. Specifically Jose wanted to fuck her in her ass while I fucked her pussy. Gina agreed and had me lay on my back while she straddled me inserting my cock in her wet pussy. She asked Jose to lube up with his pre-cum as she lifted up off of me reaching to her pussy gathering the cum which has drained from her cunt she lubed her ass and instructed Jose slowly start inserting himself after a few minutes they both started gaining momentum until she began arching her back and screaming “OH GOD…FUCK ME…OH GOD DAMN” we fucked her until she could no longer fuck. We gathered our stuff and went to our room Gina dozed off, and when she woke, she looked at me and smiled thanking me for the wonderful time. I assure you she’s made it up to me many times since that evening. John Sex Bachelor Party Wife Fuck MFM Suck

My wife and I occasionally check in upscale downtown hotels on Friday or Saturday nights to enjoy th...

Hate, Blasphemy

One night, my current boyfriend and I were at his place, just relaxing like normal. We were both naked while he was giving me a delectable rub down with lotion. One thing lead to another and before long, we were commencing in epic sexy times. Eventually, he starts hitting it hard from the back, propped up on his elbows. After a while, he decides to rest his body weight on me, still pounding it. We both are getting hot and sweaty by now, so whenever he would shift around, my back would stick to his belly due to the sweat. (Gross, but it happens!) At one point he pulls up completely, adjusts himself, then lays back down. AS HE DOES, the loudest, most grotesque sounding body fart ( our sweaty skin coming together) is made. He tries to keep going like it didn't happen, but I on the other hand am dying with laughter. I was laughing so loud and hard I had tears coming out of my eyes. I tried to stop but I couldn't. He tries to shush me because his roommate is across the hall. He starts laughing at this point, which makes me laugh more. Before I know it, we're both on our backs in hysterical tears for about 10 minutes. It was such an awkward moment turned hilarious! Makes all the difference in the world if you have someone who will laugh with you at that kind of thing. Hope you guys got a laugh out

One night, my current boyfriend and I were at his place, just relaxing like normal. We were both nak...

Love, Blasphemy

I dunno what about

I dunno what about

Stealing, Blasphemy

i want to f*** ur perfect ass amie-lee dish washer and other s*** to vent their struggles in search of support

i want to f*** ur perfect ass amie-lee dish washer and other s*** to vent their struggles in search...

Blasphemy

This might not seem like much of a confession but I can't make sense of what's happening anymore. Life's throwing too many challenges at me and happening all way too fast. About a week ago a friend of mine shoved me against a chair in an empty classroom, grabbed my face and just started to kiss me. From that point on things have been a blur. We seem to be limboing between more than friends and not yet relationship or some secret mission type thing. And what bothers me the most is the fact he is so different from me. Race. Dislikes. Likes. Plans. Perception. Comprehension.capability. This might sound cliche; I feel like it's wrong to like him or even to be with him. His furture plans scare me yet there's something alluring about him. This is such a mind tangling contradiction. My vision is blurred

This might not seem like much of a confession but I can't make sense of what's happening anymore. Li...

Blasphemy, Sex

Existential Questions I have a question, (well, probably a lot of them) but like… I don't really expect answers, tho they're definitely welcome. What are you afraid of? I don't mean like "Heights" or "Snakes" (tho those are legit fears, I'm not judging) but I mean like… What stops you from doing things? What scares you into inaction? ARE there things that stop you? (Here be the rant) I was talking to a roommate about something and she essentially told me that I have three choices: Do something, decide it's not right; do something, decide it is right; or do nothing. And she told me that doing nothing was easily my worst choice, but doing nothing (in this matter) has gotten me pretty far. It's not like I never do anything. This is just… a different realm for me. And I kinda opted for inaction, but I don't know why. Is it that it's not right? Is it that I'm scared? Or is it that I just don't care enough? Here's the situation specifically: there's a guy I used to know and I've had a ~feeeling~ that I should reach out to him. Problem being, things between us are… messy. Not like SUPER messy, but we haven't spoken in years and I've embarrassed myself in front of him more times than I can count. So… why am I not reaching out to him? It's not like I haven't done it before with other friends, reaching out after long periods of time. Am I afraid that he'll make fun of me? Am I afraid of him ignoring me? Am I afraid of being hurt? Or am I being patient? Am I waiting for the right opportunity? Do I even care? Does it matter? I am afraid of being rejected, that much is true. I don't know if that's what's worrying me right now. I can't really tell. IDK guys, but I go back to my question: What are you afraid of?

Existential Questions I have a question, (well, probably a lot of them) but like… I don't really e...

Blasphemy

i said to mum she should have hit one of the transport men in the head with the scone - mongrel lowlife dickhead men bastard scums they are.

i said to mum she should have hit one of the transport men in the head with the scone - mongrel lowl...

Abuse, Hate, Blasphemy

I'm in need of advice Lately I've been getting h****. I'm Lutheran and pretty good at staying along the lines of doing what my religion says is right. I'm not going to have s** any time soon and i don't m*********. Usually I can get the feelings to go away by just ignoring it, but now no matter what they don't go away. I need help.

I'm in need of advice Lately I've been getting h****. I'm Lutheran and pretty good at staying along...

Pride, Blasphemy

That moment you just want to say F#@! everything! I'm F!@#ing DONE! This is all just a flipping joke at this point!

That moment you just want to say F#@! everything! I'm F!@#ing DONE! This is all just a flipping joke...

Blasphemy

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I started doing it and then realized I was doing it in all my free time. Then I found myself chanting it in my mind ALL THE TIME. I can't concentrate on anything I'm reading or studying, because in my mind I'm always saying the prayer and now I can't control it. I don't know what to do.

Can't focus anymore My Grandad told me say a common religious prayer in my mind before sleeping. I ...

Marriage, Blasphemy

Way too lost. I get these really bad spells where I almost pass out and I get really horribly nauseous/cold/all that. They're pretty much the worse I've ever felt. The last time I had one I started talking to God in my head, promising him that I'd "turn" straight if he made it stop. That I'd stop living how I've been living and go on being how He wanted me to be. I'm a 16 year old girl. I feel hopeless sometimes with it.

Way too lost. I get these really bad spells where I almost pass out and I get really horribly nause...

Blasphemy

Hopefully this is therapeutic This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the most compassionate and most loving people I thought wrongly All the way back in march, around 5 of my friends organized to go to a sleepaway camp together It was to a camp that I had been longing to go to for around two years. Their plans did not include me. I had to ask them about what they were doing over the summer For them to tell me about the camp By the time they told me it was too late to enroll, so I strparted thinking if they were even my real friends But I asked about a different camp and my mother said that I shouldn't go without my friends, if they wouldn't even think to include me, then why would I even feel safer there.

Hopefully this is therapeutic This will probably sound really petty I thought my friends were the...

Blasphemy

growing apart I cant help but feel like were growing apart. I try my best to keep our so called friendship alive, but it honestly feels like your letting , I wish i had the guts to say this to your face, but i know it would kill you to know how i really feel.

growing apart I cant help but feel like were growing apart. I try my best to keep our so called fri...

Blasphemy

Dear Friend: I know this is going to sound strange coming from someone who you've barely known for a month...But I want to say something to you. I like you. I like you very much. Your hazel eyes and your beautiful dark brown hair....Your smile. Your personality. What's there about you to not like? I like everything about you. I have felt a connection with you during those times that we have rehearsed together and went over our lines. I love laughing with you and just being around you. You're absolutely perfect. I can't stop looking at you or thinking about you. I smile and blush whenever I think about you. I feel like I'm only me when I'm with you, as cheesy as it sounds, it's true. We can talk about the weirdest and dumbest things. I feel kind of close to you in some way...Well, I mean, I felt close to you. I want to try to be a close or a good friend to you...But I'm scared to get close, because I'm afraid of being pushed away by you.

Dear Friend: I know this is going to sound strange coming from someone who you've barely known for ...

Blasphemy

I tried to let you down easily I don't want to be tied to anyone right now. I have a life to live.

I tried to let you down easily I don't want to be tied to anyone right now. I have a life to live.

Blasphemy