Sorry Uncle Pennybags, Sorry Mr. Monopoly!

I got my licence I got my license, even still your too damn far for me to get to. Too far for me to reach. It wouldn't matter if I had a jet, I would never find you. Your dead. There aren't enough words in my damn body to exsplain what my souls going through right now. The numbing pain constantly shooting through my body. No words to descrie this feeling. Not enough tears to flay my skin wide open and prove my wounds. I want to kill myself. Want to drown myself in the ocean. Want to die. I want the waves to carry me to nowhere. Take me into the darkeness of the night sky in all it's glory, the stars taking a piece if my soul, ripping me aprart, scattering me across the whole world. It's all part of a plan. This us all part of a better world that I'm bot apart of. I want this world to cry my tears and scream my pain. I have nothing and every breath brings me to my last, my first. You are nothing without me. Because I am dead. I'm dead. Dead. Where am my going to go when I'm dead. Somebody, god please hear my prayers. Somebody please help me.

I got my licence I got my license, even still your too damn far for me to get to. Too far for me to ...

Kind of lame but a guy has been hot and cold for 2yrs- as soon as I’m almost over it he gets back in contact and seems to go well for a few months then disappears- he texted me same thing 2wks ago I felt more peeved and disillusioned this time tho like get ****** dude- tonight I still felt mad about it so I snuck over to his place, he has an outdoor freezer with lots of stuff in it- I left the door open- I actually feel better, lol…

Kind of lame but a guy has been hot and cold for 2yrs- as soon as I’m almost over it he gets back in...

my mother said to me "these black islanders will steal everything from you that they can, they will take even if they don't need it. If you try to defend yourself they accuse you of racism. the women are selfish and ego-centric and bombard others down. as a white woman who has been wronged so much and done so much to help others and all the illness I have had I feel they owe me.

my mother said to me "these black islanders will steal everything from you that they can, they will ...