Degeneración....

I was at a workshop recently with a heap of theatre nurses and I thought I would be envious of them but I found to my surprise I was not at all. And I would still prefer my cruising and layback lifestyle then all that stress and shoving shit up holes and so on.

I was at a workshop recently with a heap of theatre nurses and I thought I would be envious of them ...

Having my 3rd child with 3rd woman I developed an impregnation fetish when I was in high school. One of my classmates had become pregnant by an older boy, which was a big issue in my small-ish town and she was keeping the baby due to her beliefs. As it happened, her pregnancy coincided with almost the whole school year, and I saw every trimester and her belly swelling up slowly. She wasn't very attractive, and a bit gullible (clearly) but it wasn't long after she started showing that I had the hugest crush on her. The boy was soon out of the picture, and while she was struggling along a bit, we had some heavy makeout sessions where I caressed her belly for the first time. That cemented it. The first woman I impregnated was a neighbor who lived up the street. I was still in final year, she was around 30 and had been trying for a baby with her husband for some time. Like Desperate Housewives, I was working - in this case, weeding and planting, at their house when she seduced me. We had an affair for several months and I confessed my attractions to pregnant women. She asked me if I would like to try to make her pregnant, and we had unprotected s** from then on. She gave birth to my son about 2 months after I had left for university. After that I was full on to impregnation s**. I ran a tumblr p*** blog for a while in college, and mostly indulged in my fantasies with unprotected s** and roleplay. Most women at college were not interested in getting pregnant. Even when I managed to send my swimmers in them, they would take a morning after pill first thing. I had to be careful to not build up a reputation, so that took a backseat for a while. After college, I trawled the internet for possible like minded women, but no luck there. All talk and no action. Luckily, Tinder came along at the right time and boom - here were women who could be reached, f***** and then talked to if they would go the next step. I decided to try older women (but not too old) since I thought they might be more open to it. Hit the jackpot first time about 2 years ago when this chubby 37 yr old teacher found my fetish hot. We roleplayed for about 3 months, then finally, she agreed to let me make her pregnant. I think she was hoping that this might have been a way to take our hookups to the next level, but once the deed was done, my attention was moving on. Harsh words were said, but ultimately she kept the baby and soon I had a daughter. About 6 months ago I moved cities and soon found a regular f***-buddy in the form of a hot housewife whose husband was a corporate big shot on the road most of the time. She had a kid already (real pain in the ass kid) but found my fetish hot. Couple of months later, she caught her husband cheating and nailed the divorce with a nice settlement. While it was going on, I popped my question and she was like "what the h***'". Just a few days ago, she told me she's missed her period, and now its pretty much certain. I hope she keeps it, but so far, life has been good to me.

Having my 3rd child with 3rd woman I developed an impregnation fetish when I was in high school. One...

I feel like I am the calm strong tree watching cyclones around me of other peoples cyclones of crap. sometimes they make me laugh or look at myself differently but I am poor and have no relationship or house etc but i would rather be me then be the foolish they don't even know they are living. I still want more etc and a better life. I have so many bills I have no idea where the money is coming from and also I wants and keep hope to find the man for me but it doesn't mean as much now to me, I feel like most of my dreams are over and won't come to existance anyway. my dreams are over and I have to focus on my health and doing my own thing because i doubt i will have a child or marry or have the career i wanted. I don't even have a passion or purpose. I just do whatever.

I feel like I am the calm strong tree watching cyclones around me of other peoples cyclones of crap....