Degeneración....

I think it's over There are days where I'm stress feel and can allow myself to feel love for my husband. But some days, he just is so naive and ignorant to adult life. He spends money on motorcycles, he even took out a $900 cash advance on a credit card to purchase one he said he'll flip in the fall. Never asked me, just came home looking for a ramp to hoist the bike onto his truck. When I confronted him about it later, he said it was his money to take. We don't even have milk in the fridge. I thought marriage was suppose to be about us and our? We have a 2 year old together, but I feel so much better when it's just me, the baby and our dog. My husband causes me great stress, which in turn makes me agitated and cruel towards him. I don't want to live like this forever and we've been to counseling before about the money issues, but I don't see us ever becoming a team. His family doesn't like me and the feeling is mutual, so I don't see how divorce would be that bad. During a recent argument, I said I was going to divorce him in two years, but he ignored me. I'm pretty certain on that time period though.

I think it's over There are days where I'm stress feel and can allow myself to feel love for my husb...

in my day you copped a kick or cane or bullet! its not the german way to trade insults ! you just didn't push and demand and abuse you just did as you were told by elders or authority. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QJpHZH9aZ3Y

in my day you copped a kick or cane or bullet! its not the german way to trade insults ! you just di...

Hard Times one of my New Year's resolutions for 2009 was to cry more. the fact is, my tear-ducts don't seem to process my emotion sometimes, so i rarely cry, hench the resolution. so far this year, a few terrible things have happened that have allowed me to cry, but i cry now more than i want to because i feel grief over not only these events, but the fact that they have fulfilled my resolution. in other times, i feel guilt -- maybe this event or that occurance would not have happened if i hadn't asked to cry more in this year... it's all very stressful, and confusing, and i don't wish to incur the wrath of the universe any longer, so i've already made my resolution for 201: cry less

Hard Times one of my New Year's resolutions for 2009 was to cry more. the fact is, my tear-ducts don...