i have a huge crush on a straight friend, it always

Weirdest 1st break up i will ever have I definetly messed up. For three weeks, my boyfriend and I went out, then all of a sudden I broke up with him. That part is still a blur to me. You know how some guys are, their nice to you one day, then the next time you see them, they changed COMPLETELY! That was mine. So, we went out. At our school dance, he met my girl friends from a different school, and started flirting with them. RIGHT INFRONT OF ME! I went on with my business, and he would turn up hugging me, then hugging other girls! He did the same thing with slow dancing. He danced with one girl to make me jealous. Total bull. Plus, he was still thinking that it would be fine to do that. So that night we broke. He then asked me of he wanted to start over, then said that he changed his mind, and would rather go with my friend, Frankie. He doesnt know her! Our friend, John, told me that he still cares about me, and still wants to hook up. Problem is, he is a total ass during school towards me. I need advice. I mean I kind of have feelings for him, but they're going away slowly. What should I do?

Weirdest 1st break up i will ever have I definetly messed up. For three weeks, my boyfriend and I w...

I wonder if ann is really helping me constructively. she seems to be wanting to be fancy around academics and playing la-de-da with me as if I am inferior and I end up feeling inferior to a lot of people. lisa came over and she tried this on me telling me to have a garage sale and I dont want to. I just want someone to help me. its like people are not listening to me deliberately what i want.

I wonder if ann is really helping me constructively. she seems to be wanting to be fancy around acad...

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't enough to prove your worthy of anyones love you gotta near die" that really finished me of human reason where was this guys moral plane? because not a lot of other people I have met have thought like that and no man is worth that bullshit! you don't come here putting that shit around me ! because that aint love, to know death is not allowing someone to live in love or in god. yeh, I nearly died and I was just as good and great a person before as after and just as deserving. for a group of resentors to get together to take their hate out on me for something I didn't even do just shows the mental state of criminality and loss of reason in a person that I could never love after that.

what really offended me with this piece of shit here when it was hanging around, said "tears aren't ...