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I bought this sake face lotion and I love it. but lately I have to use bactroban and I use a lot of tea tree face oil cleanser and occasionally I have used rose and camellia face oil cleanser (I gave that one to mum and also the shea butter oil face wash I gave to her cuz it made me get a allergic reaction). but I prefer the strong antibiotic stuff on my skin.

I bought this sake face lotion and I love it. but lately I have to use bactroban and I use a lot of ...

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i wish the whole family had of come last night it is more fun with more of us really. I don't know why my cousin didn't come but I was surprised she wanted to say happy birthday and new year to me. I thought she didn't like me much. I am always in the shithouse with most people like I told the nuns "I guess you see me as a shitbag annoyance crippled personality with all my personal life problems and I don't know if they like my children's books story ideas. I wanted to go to midnight mass and I would go to church if I had kids and a husband, I would get more involved in church things but when you have no kids and not married you're a dirty bag no body! anyway I am not looking for a man anymore. I am too old and too fat and too ugly and too poor to even have those things now, I would make a ugly bride now. I gave up wanting those things years ago. all I ever get told is how I should be grateful for less of everything and old virgina and 4 times married women seem to need men more then me. all the dogs at the baby shows with their shitty kids needed men more then me. I would have had other people there as judges like my other cousins but they were working. on my finals night none of the family wanted to come to the dinner to support me. it was just mum and dad and katy banks and her husband, katy did a lot to help me. I met that nice lady who lost a baby. she was nicest of them but no one ever kept in contact. I told mum and my aunty last night this is my song "always end up alone" by bee gees. always end up the frig alone. every guy has dumped on me who I liked since ever. I thought we could've made a go of it with a nice guy. I liked scot too but he got married. ashley the pilot/ model was a bore and it angers me that when I was young and pretty everything was all this bloody "beauty myth" and look like a ugly cow slogans at women and go manless and men wouldn't even look at me. Not one guy at university ever offered to take me on a date ever! not one for all the years I was there. I guess that says something about me, and now they are all so old and ugly and remind me of the pedo who molested me so yuk forget sex and babies. I want to cry but I can't. if i won the big lotto of a 50million I think I would take my family on a holiday around the world or at least somewhere decent and a buy a few female friends to take with us and go party with low key, buy a house for my siblings (maybe if they treated me right) and I put lotto in and didn't win a thing on my birthday.

i wish the whole family had of come last night it is more fun with more of us really. I don't know w...

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I have afternoon sickness not morning sickness and I am not even pregnant. I actually ate a hash brown and I don't eat them much and just some baked beans on some bread and more cayanne peper on everything but couldn't eat a sausage sizzle at all, I had one mouthful and threw it up. I go through this sometimes. me and food is hard, sometimes I think its my medications that do it. but I had lunch with some salmon and betroot and cheese and some brei and these pumpkin seed crackers and orange juice. and breakfast with oats and peaces. last night I had a huge plate of lettuce and salad and some chicken breast with no skin. I had a big sleep earlier. we didn't get home til about 2.30-3am and dad was one my vintage lounge asleep upstairs cuz he left in a earlier drop off free service. but me and mum and my aunty saw the new year in dancing to bee gees and abba songs. dad only seen bee gees and missed out on most of abba stuff, but over all it was good.

I have afternoon sickness not morning sickness and I am not even pregnant. I actually ate a hash bro...

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cayenne pepper is a hot drug of choice I have a small bit on cottage cheese or in creamed corn, corn is good for pregnant women but the cayenne might not be. but wow, I get a great head spin from it. and mushroom powder. wow. if i have a headache or my eyes are sore or just feel shitty I go for the cayanne pepper so long as it is with something milky cuz it upsets my stomach too much. I also take collagen, olive leaf, grape seed, spirillina, multi vit, triple strength vit c horserash and garlic, propolis, liver detox sometimes or I go for a colon detox with celery seed tonic and dandelion and something else, or raspberry ketones, and coconut oil, tart cherry, mangosten and I gave up the q10 and primerose and fish oil they made me sick. i use the primrose oil for my face sometimes!

cayenne pepper is a hot drug of choice I have a small bit on cottage cheese or in creamed corn, corn...

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I met a hot guy last night. hmmm. very nice.

I met a hot guy last night. hmmm. very nice.

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Workday interruptions, by choice I'm self-employed, and on the road often, however, also frequently work from home, which does allow time flexibility. While I'm serious about my work, I'm also no stranger to hitting my local sports bar for a mid-day lunch (or longer), and working on both the hot, young staff and, although she's had a bf for years, petite, hot bartender friend. Lately, I've been spending more daytime hours there, and it's paying off with two young staff girls. Daytime is easier, as they're less busy and spend more time chatting, joking around, and trying out new, sexy looks. In both girl's cases, they're young, hot, and hispanic, and I've had each once already. So anymore, my at-home days are interrupted by the growing need to hit the bar, sit awhile, work on the girls, wait for one of them to be cut or off work, then seal the deal. Not to toot my own horn, but...It works well. I know it costs me money (lunch, few drafts) and hours of time, but..S** is s**, and, these girls are just so..fkn...hot.. Both have my fetish interests, are available, and admit to liking older guys like me (not that I'm old; however, I'm not 22, either). One is in her 20s, but the other...All of 19. I can't pick a favorite, but can say the 19 year old's back-length hair drives me crazy. Long, jet-black mane. Of note...I've done this with many other girls who have worked there; They seem to come and go, but, this workday interruption thing continues as soon as a new girl who grabs my attention starts working.

Workday interruptions, by choice I'm self-employed, and on the road often, however, also frequently ...

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I jack off to my aunts panties

I jack off to my aunts panties

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cat chucked over the bed sheets over night and part of me, then threw up over books and some thankfully could just be thrown out. but now he has made a smell everywhere. the other cat pissed all over my bed yesterday and I can't take this anymore. if someone can't help me and see this is not healthy way to live I don't know what else will

cat chucked over the bed sheets over night and part of me, then threw up over books and some thankfu...

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Forgot the sun protection at the beach I feel so stupid that I got burnt so it was just a quick walk down the road while on holiday and now I feel like I have had a serious chemical peel on my body. I am so worried about skin cancers because my grandfather used to even burn with a white shirt on his ancestors were from Iceland, originally. how shocking is that being burnt through clothing? h***... I think I will have to stay indoors a lot-lot more. I am so worried I cried and cried and cried over being burnt. I cried over so many things.

Forgot the sun protection at the beach I feel so stupid that I got burnt so it was just a quick walk...

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I want to dye. I just can't decide on a color.

I want to dye. I just can't decide on a color.

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40 year old teen stressed out by society

40 year old teen stressed out by society

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i felt i deserved the job at the exchange I had a legal finance background. I did banking and bookkeeping in my courses, I felt I could do the job and just because my chinglish is not perfect yet. but i have learnt languages. I felt I could do the job just as good but all you see is indians and arabs and asian and old people work there one day and then its always a new person. I felt i could do the job. just because I cant cry the poor black bugger me tale doesn't mean I am not worthy of a job or love !

i felt i deserved the job at the exchange I had a legal finance background. I did banking and bookke...

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stop writing dirty git shit on here about raping people and dogs or I will report you to police. I am sick of your filthily stalking me. stop it and find another platform for your filth

stop writing dirty git shit on here about raping people and dogs or I will report you to police. I a...

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i have no intentions of forgiving bayside church and touch of bashing bob church for stalking me! why would a police officer what a ugly old thing like you when your family are all in jail ? why would they want to be near you when your family have raped and abused so many women? stop living in denial about what the fool was. and keep stalking and your gonna be in jail for a long long long time. where you belong!

i have no intentions of forgiving bayside church and touch of bashing bob church for stalking me! wh...

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so i met this dietician woman from another country she is asian-indian looking and she was unsual, she spent all the first part of the appoint looking at her iphone flicking up photos and texting her friends and I had to read and fill in questions that would have been better for communication if she had of ask me the questions and wrote the answers out or had a page with her. so anyway for like 20mins I am there filling out the papers no talking the whole time. and then she stands up and glances at the first page for like 2 seconds and then looks down over telling me what I need to do and she wasn't rude but that stance was a bit off putting. she was saying positive helpful things to me about how to improve my health and diet but didn't go indepth as I was expecting. but it was a bit out there when she started talking about her own personal life problems at me and it was almost like "oh I am a rich business woman with influence and do all this charity work and I live alone in a country with no one else no family and it was almost like "kiss my ass" and get out of my way if you know what I mean, like as if "oh, I am more worthy of a man or something special like money etc then you". I hope she improves a bit. I will take her advice and do what ever to get healthier in my diet choices and exercise and any therapy she suggests I am willing to pay for and give it a go but just don't want to talk personal life. I am so overwhelmed by so many peoples useless unwanted dumb new found philosophical advice out of a fan-tale wrapper.

so i met this dietician woman from another country she is asian-indian looking and she was unsual, s...

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this looks like trouble coming she wants to move the cooler. i know her games, she will wreck the lot as usual, her weird spaz logic. senile old biddy.

this looks like trouble coming she wants to move the cooler. i know her games, she will wreck the lo...

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just had dinner some sweet and sour and laced it with more cayanne pepper to thin my blood and help my sore throat but i am sick of this flaming cough I have.

just had dinner some sweet and sour and laced it with more cayanne pepper to thin my blood and help ...

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i felt sick all day got up and had 1/4 cup of oats as I do most mornings and before lunch had some creamed corn and put a heap of cayanne peper/chili flakes in it and then had some baked beans and cheese crackers for lunch and a few cups of tea and water. so far i have had 4 glasses of soft drink which my doctor would have a fit if he knew and i had a few treats over xmas only like a few bites of chocolate and some cubes of fudge but xmas day none of us as usual wanted xmas pudding, so we just had the salads and meat and veg things and might save the pudding for xmas in july cuz in australia so hot flat out able to eat at all.

i felt sick all day got up and had 1/4 cup of oats as I do most mornings and before lunch had some c...

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Being the skinny one. Everyone wants to be skinny. People will go and eat "healthier", starve themselves. People try to exercise more, h***, some people will do almost everything. I see obese people every day. And then some just don't give a f***. Some of them have gotten Diabetes from being fat, and some just can't help it. I'm sorry, but I don't understand. EVERYONE seems to want to be skinnier. But I'm skinny. One of the only people I know for that matter. I'm also 5'10. Every time I see a commercial for weight loss, or jenny craig, I just can't understand anybody who has to deal with it. And being skinny isn't always great. As a guy, I'm pretty into playing sports with friends, and I do get into fights, and being the skinnier guy with less muscle isn't all that great. Trust me. Either way, what are your thoughts? Do you wish you were skinnier, or fatter.

Being the skinny one. Everyone wants to be skinny. People will go and eat "healthier", starve themse...

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Spanking Is it wrong to want my man to slap my p****? I want him to suck my c*** hard so its swollen and red and then I want to hear his hand slap my wet p**** really hard. Over and over again. I just dont know how to tell him that I want this.

Spanking Is it wrong to want my man to slap my p****? I want him to suck my c*** hard so its swollen...

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