i fuck my gf on weekends....but, she is my cousin.....and she wants to get married....

District fear here and I feel so attack...seriously...all the crap and garabae of the area has upset me and I wonder about this world...i idk check out crap and really some stuff interesting news seems worth a look...evil runs when you sing and i am FREE.....I AM GREATFUL everyday,,,,,i think it is ecentical to be warry, the wrld is a scarry place.....i see levels of security in every direction and level...i am blessed..... thug life...sighhh i KNOW why it exsists and that people brave and strong fight for what is right the dificulty lies in...what is right....idk maybe more of a THAT is just WRONG, i am greatful for the strong and dedicated to serve and protect what is right. i am happy for every indie who fights their own battles and every little win.....and i identify so much...my battles with smoking and gambling and procrastination are battles i fight every minute...i will not be defeated.....really sooner or later i am going to die and it wouldnt be an issue...lmao

District fear here and I feel so attack...seriously...all the crap and garabae of the area has upset...

consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have alot on my shoulders and much more to come.......pot and money isnt the answer....gambling just escapism and digging the hole bigger....and idk temporary as most things in life are. arg...down for sure.....tired of being tired..tired of pounding away with no results......meh ife goes on...pick yourself up dust your self off and start all over again. :)

consider all options....i am stressed no doubt but i KNOW things will work out...i feel like i have...

I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and they blame everything on me and it has psychologically ruined me. I started to abuse drugs and hurting myself and the people that actually did care about me like my boyfriend. I feel like I can't trust anyone. I stay up late at night every single night sick to my stomach about past sins and current situations. I spent my Christmas crying my eyes out because here's to another ,sloppy knight.

I feel like such a reject. My family is always reminding me of how terrible of a person I am and the...