I am 46 never been married never had a child and not likely to because I am hated by the world. you would wonder how someone who has never got in the way of others vaginas and dicks and jobs and money could be so hated. but this has been a hate I expected since a child of less then 2, I honestly used to think it was my hair colour as I grew up I just thought it was me, something hateful inside of me. I accepted shit from people because that is what I was taught to do. I have never been taught how to find friends and work and love. so you can't give what you never got enough of to norish you, you can't give it back to anyone but the rubbish they give you.