I should be ashamed of myself but I'm not. I am a 46 year old female who was so lonely I began taking advantage of a 22 year old male neighbor. I am obese and have'nt had sex with a guy in over 10 years. I always masturbated a few times a week but now masturbate almost everyday and have slowly began to loose weight. Julio lives at the end of my road and I occassionally had him do chores for me for the last 4 or 5 years. Last summer I began inviting him in and first off it started with talking about sex where I began asking him personal questions. It got to where we talked about masturbation and although he seemed embarrassed a few times finally admitted his masturbation to me. One afternoon I offered to masturbate him and to my suprise he excepted. From then on I have been masturbating him and at times giving him oral sex generally twice a week. I have him totally naked and spend an hour or more each time satisfying him. I usually get him to ejaculate 2 times and get myself so aroused I masturbate as soon as he leaves. I know his entire family and none of them know how I have manipulated him.

I should be ashamed of myself but I'm not. I am a 46 year old female who was so lonely I began taking advantage of a 22 year old male neighbor. I am obese and have'nt had sex with a guy in over 10 years. I always masturbated a few times a week but now masturbate almost everyday and have slowly began to loose weight. Julio lives at the end of my road and I occassionally had him do chores for me for the last 4 or 5 years. Last summer I began inviting him in and first off it started with talking about sex where I began asking him personal questions. It got to where we talked about masturbation and although he seemed embarrassed a few times finally admitted his masturbation to me. One afternoon I offered to masturbate him and to my suprise he excepted. From then on I have been masturbating him and at times giving him oral sex generally twice a week. I have him totally naked and spend an hour or more each time satisfying him. I usually get him to ejaculate 2 times and get myself so aroused I masturbate as soon as he leaves. I know his entire family and none of them know how I have manipulated him.

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