Had a gay old time I don't know why but I have this little alter ego in me. I haven't been with a man in a few years (since I have been married) and don't really want to. With women I like to be dominant. With men I like to be a cockwhore b****. My first time was about six years ago. I put up an ad on CL and within the hour showed up at this guy's house. He was a black guy and he answered the door naked. His c*** was long but not very thick. I came in and he told me to strip. We went upstairs to his room and he shut the door and locked it. He then put me on my knees in front of chair and sat on my hands. I had his c*** right in front of me. He took my head and said open up. I sucked, licked, and kissed his c***, b****, and inner thighs. He was smoking a joint while I was giving him head. The next thing I knew he grabbed my head and forced his c*** deep in my mouth. His c** was hot. I was told to open my mouth so he could see and then I had to swallow it. It was wonderful. I was told to lay on the bed on my back with my legs spread. He got on top of me and I dont like kissing but he pinned me there and started kissing me. Like wet spitty slobber kissing. He rolled me over and played with my ass for a little bit. I then went back on my back legs up. He lubed up (we went bareback, his choice because he is the top) and started pushing his c*** into my ass. I was so tight he had to put his weight into it. Once he got in my a****** I tried to relax. He was furiously thrusting and it seemed like forever. It felt both wonderful and painful. He made me beg for his seed and then plunged deep and unloaded. His c** was really warm. He pulled out and I felt relieved, but then he stuck a small plug up my butt. It was to loosen me up and keep his load in me. I laid on his chest while he smoked a few cigarettes and we talked some. He pulled the plug out and put his c*** back in. Again after what seemed like forever he blew another load of c** in me. I then squirted it out of my ass into my hand and swallowed it. I sucked his c*** some after that too. He called me a nasty b**** and threw me out. I never saw him again. I f***** one other guy too. He was sort of a friend and came by my apartment. He came in smacked my ass, plowed it with his nice c*** and coated my insides with his seed. And then walked out. I am married now and haven't done anything gay since. A part of me wants to be a bottom b**** for another guy but it isn't worth it.