I DRINK HARD

This is my real confession please comment and offer advice. I work full time minimum wage 40 hours a week it's nonstop work and I come home so tired and depressed. Every month I budget but my bills keep going up and up so I'm in debt every month! This has made me addicted to looking at p*** for release and when I go to sleep at night I wish I could never wake up. I just bought a pair of shoes for work that's how poor I am my old ones falling to bits and I have like two shirts for work. My family is really poor apart from my brother he has managed to get really well off! My brother is rich, quite well off, just finished a job for government and had 200 people below him. He is marrying a rich Jewish woman who works for Israeli government and she is paid even more than him! Anyway he is converting to be Jewish and having a rich Jewish wedding in France in a few months. I have refused to go as he hasn't helped me once and I believe actions speak louder than words. Last year I was so depressed I learnt to drive in my spare time to achieve something... As my life was just eat sleep work. Lessons cost a lot but I saved up. He didn't help with one lesson. Nor when I bought an old car he didn't help. Then when it broke down he still didn't help! He expects me to attend his rich Jewish wedding, where the family are ridiculously rich and they are all staying in 1000 a night hotel rooms yet I'm poor and he doesn't help me. Do you think he is selfish? I refuse to attend as I said he could atleast try to help with my electricity bill or anything. He said he will pay for me but obhiously not to stay in a nice hotel. Also he said he COULD help me but why should he give money for free to his brother? He told me I could run his Twitter account for him and be paid and sent me all lists of things he needs doing but I said I work full time I get tired in evenings. He acted like I don't know what responsibility is and he is all wise trying to teach me to earn money etc I work full time and he said 8 hours a day is nothing but has he tired working in a crap job? Our parents are also poor and there roof is leaking they are elderly and have nothing he doesn't help them. Yet he has a lavish wedding. Do you think it's cruel he doesn't just help people? I can't work two jobs I'm depressed and if he gave me a full time job I would do it but expecting me to work for him on my evenings off is too much.

This is my real confession please comment and offer advice. I work full time minimum wage 40 hours a...

My name is Ramja. I am 25 years old. My sister is 5 years older than me. She had married before 10 years ago. She has no child. Doctor confirmed that she can't be carry a child. They suffered a lot without having a child. I am not interested in marriage although my family compelled for my marriage. But I refused it. Two years ago, one day my sister came to me and cried a lot for not having child. She asked me to give birth a child for her husband. First I refused her. After that she came daily and cried lot. My family also suggests me to do that for my sister since you are not going to marry, then why you can't carry a child for your beloved sister. Then I agreed to carry a child only through artificial insemination. We consulted a doctor. She checked my body and I am good condition for artificial insemination. But the cost of charge she told in lakhs. We are poor family we can't pay that amount. We have also consulted two three doctors but the result is same. My sister started weeping. This time she becomes very serious since she has a faith having a child by me and it suddenly broken. She was affected mentally and physically. I feel pity of my sister. I can't able see the condition of my sister. she didnt eat for a week. i went to see her. by seeing her condition i asked what you want. she asked to promise to gave birth a child by s** with her husband. then only, I accepted to my sister to carry a child for her husband by having s** with her husband. I thought for one day only we have to s** with him.she also told me just one day only you have to sacrifice. But the condition is different. i am not pregnant after having s**. we consulted a doctor. The doctor told that you can't be pregnant by one day. At least you have to s** for one month. then my sister told me you have entered half well, please fulfill it. then I have s** with my brother in law for one month. After that I have become pregnant. then i came to my home, but that time i starved for s**. After some months I gave birth to a female child. doctor adviced me to give milk for 5months.so, I have been in my sister's house for this 1 year to feed the child. oneday, my sister husband came one night and asked me for s**. I also allowed him because I also started loving him since we have lived as husband and wife also i am starving for s** for one year. Now only I understand about marriage. i told my brother in law, that i cant imagine other than you to s** with me. My sister husband told my condition to my sister and she told to my family members. All consulted and told me let you marry my sister husband. My sister also accepted since she had only done a sin to me. I also in a mind to accept this. I know I can't be a legal wife. But since we are sisters there will be no problem with us. What I have to do.

My name is Ramja. I am 25 years old. My sister is 5 years older than me. She had married before 10 y...

I'm a 33 yo div mom. My 7 yr old wets his bed pretty often, basically since I divorced his dad a little over 3 yrs ago, and the smell has always turned me on when he comes to my bed at night after he wakes up because of it and when I change his linens in the morning. For the past couple of months on occasion I have waited to change his sheets until he left for his school and before I do, I lie down on his bed and wet it agin myslef, masterbating furiously. He of course does not like that he wets the bed and I of course try to console him and say it will pass soon, but I secretely hope it doesn't pass so soon. Summer means no school so I havn't done it in his bed in a few weeks because he is home more, so I have done it in my own a few times. Luckily he has not come to my room the nights I have done it myself. I have also wet my pants a few times too now. Its just a turn on to let it go and get soaked in my jeans or sweats when standing in the kitchen, my room, or even in the car when driving. I like the warmth and wet feeling of my jeans almost as much as the sheets on the bed and because its kind of naughty in itself just to do it especially in different places. One benefit is I now drink lots of water and juices and have lost 15 lbs since February. Maybe I can lose the next 15 I want to lose by end of summer. :)

I'm a 33 yo div mom. My 7 yr old wets his bed pretty often, basically since I divorced his dad a lit...