I had a serious online relationship a few years ago with a young indian man who was 20 and he was extremely beautiful and studying engineering and he wanted me to marry him, he wanted me to go to india or him come out here which I would have preferred but I said no, I felt I would not being the right thing by him. I still like him but lost contact as I got sick. and there were a few others as well. my friends at the time were against the idea of me going there. I can see why. I was still ill and needed to go to hospital a lot. but it had to end, it was ages ago. I told him to become a male model.