wetting the bed is no big deal, she doe s it all the time but its coming between us.

I'm giving up on myself and it hurts I guess some people think this is stupid because I'm young and got my whole life ahead of me but I keep thinking what life? I'm hopeless there is no one here to trust and I feel so damm lonely I cry myself to sleep every night I am not pretty and certainly am fat I doubt that I'll ever be loved I gues that is why now I just see t.v. and try to forget about the world I live in and I try a lot to not give up but I'm sick of trying I am weak yes I have been through a lot but that doesn't make me stronger but makes me weaker. A lot of people should just say your stupid get off your lazy ass and do something be different but I can't. You know how people say every one who is born has a reason why they are here in the world but I don't see my reason here I sometimes wish I wasn't born its funny because this year was supposed to be different for me now that I'm finally 16 but my birthday I spent it alone no cake special food just for me or even spend time with my family I guess I expected to much for my 16 th year of life. But this time I feel alone no one around me.

I'm giving up on myself and it hurts I guess some people think this is stupid because I'm young and ...

Mazito, your best friend told me last night that HE had told you to be nice to me. So you hadn't come to your senses and grown up now that your 18. You had your many months younger friend tell you off for being such a d*** and so you decided enough was enough. Well, good for you. And you can send me all the hearts, winky-faces and smileys in the world, but no matter what you say or do, I'm not going to send you an explicit picture of myself. Call me boring, call me old-fashioned. But 1. I don't trust the internet with that.I'm afraid of spending so much money on net with you, and going a long way from home to a place I've never been before, just to see my boyfriend 2. You really think I TRULY trust you again? Do you ever feed them like me? I know you don't, your cigarettes and drugs come first; and now you bring another innocent baby into your drug induced life????? WTF! It must have been for the welfare. You deserve a beating and imprisonment. But thank you Jake, for letting me keep the necklace you gave me almost two years ago. I know you wanted it back, and I just can't find it, yet, but thanks for letting me keep it anyway, you know it meant the world to me, and I think that's why you wanted it back. I wish you were online tonight, I have something to show you. ie, you did on the propusses then told me not to tell anyone strangly or struggle. I am starting Truly Love, Forever wit someone but not you and Always- Farley.

Mazito, your best friend told me last night that HE had told you to be nice to me. So you hadn't com...

Co-workers.....I hate my bosses, and the their kiss ass...They sit there and say how hard they have had it and will not lift a damn finger or even pay the other workers a liveable wage..but go ahead and fly to new york for the weekend, and buy a house in another state and tell me how f****** wonderful you are....I hate my job. boss was a hand job!

Co-workers.....I hate my bosses, and the their kiss ass...They sit there and say how hard they have ...