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Boyfriend issues? Ok well I have been dating the love of my life for quite some time (4 months in August) and we've been planning and talking marriage and children and such. Well he's gone ALL the time and he says he hates to leave because he has 'things to do' and I feel like other things are more important than me to him. And from the lengths of time that he's gone I can just feel like he's doing something other than what he says. I feel like he's seeing another girl. But when I bring it up he says "There's no one better for me baby!", and I feel all bad for accusing him but yet he still leaves for long periods of time and often doesn't tell me when he's leaving or why. And the thing that bugs me most is although he gets really defensive and protective over me he's like that to EVERY girl and I swear he flirts with them! It drives me crazy not knowing weather he's cheating or not! I love him to pieces and then it will be days or sometimes weeks before he emails or texts me....and I'm starting to wonder if I'm enough for him or if he wants someone else, I've asked him before and he always says the same thing "You're more than plenty for me baby!", and I've always been faithful and honest. I don't know if this is just me having trust issues since I've been cheated on before or what but I could really use some advice. Thanks!

Boyfriend issues? Ok well I have been dating the love of my life for quite some time (4 months in Au...

My life. I think i'm a nothing. An ugly disgusting loser. My brother and sister are much better than me at EVERYTHING. I am 15. My brother is 17. And my sister is 19. I have secret thoughts of murdering my sister. I want to f****** cut her head off ALL THE TIME!!! My brother gets all the girls. While i cant get one. I have longish brown curly hair and almost a full beard at my age. I walk around school getting nothing but ews and gross and all of that stuff. I've gotten insulted my entire life by my family and friends even my own parents. I've tried taking my life many times but something always comes in the way and stops me. I'm on serious depression medication but i feel that its not enough.

My life. I think i'm a nothing. An ugly disgusting loser. My brother and sister are much better than...

I hooked up with my best friends x boyfriend I need advice I have known my best friend since I was in kindergarten and we have now known each other for 13 years she’s a big part of my life she’s like a sister to me and apart of my family we have had our ups and downs but nothing ever like this well it all started one weekend when I was with her and some friends her and her boyfriend broke up a while ago and I have known him for 4 years now and we are friends I have never had feelings towards him but on the weekend I had way too much to drink and I was extremely drunk and I’m ashamed of it I’m 17 also and me and him were talking and then he kissed me and I kissed him back I then told my friend and it then had happened again and I also told him to tell her because I felt so bad I started then to drink more because I felt bad and then everyone went to sleep and I was in her parents bed with him and we hooked up and he fingered me and I told him I didn’t want to have s** I told her the next day and she was upset and hurt it’s now been a week and we haven’t spoken I’m so scared I’ve lost her as a friend and if I could take it back in a heart beat I would and I am also on depression medication and when alcohol mixes with it, it doesn’t turn out good. Please give me advice

I hooked up with my best friends x boyfriend I need advice I have known my best friend since I was i...