Confessions about 'Hate'

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sarania russo- and I will see you at the snot slop! that is where she put most people she had hadred for disability and unemployed people and its clear she has lesdog behaviors trying to make replicas of herself all over australia which is a typical pattern of satanic people. and all the lies and that fake friendly "I care about people my father taught me... to help people" in one of her videos, is a complete farse, the slut dog has abused a lot of people she was social engineering most of the people on her books not providing the govt funds to them but pocketing them for herself and her pet staff she had sexual fascinations for. the fake blonde hair and the creepy face https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BC719nGKIMw she would know all about this, aligning people in wrong jobs, russo is a culture of bacteria all on her own !! this has to be comedy. russo tried to put me in a truck driver job rather then what i was qualified for. how about australia place russo in a place she has no skills for like in a afgan dessert with a land mine to blow her up. she is a spastic whore. this fake voice of her she has no charm and personality, she is a biker and a dog! put her on all fours like the dog she is full time on a dog chain! throw a bone at her! and put a mussel on her that ugly face and no charm and no production no qualities and a complete secret agent slut dog. she has nothing going for her. she needs self acceptance as a the dog down on all fours. I hate that slut and heaps of people hate russo. susso slut whore dog. that ugly face should be killed like mousalini hang her upside down and get a mask of her dead face which will be prettier then her alive face. heaps of people hate russo. foreign butchy bitches like her should be publicly exicuted in australia cuz that is all they have done to australian people and I am sure it has kids just as ugly as her.

sarania russo- and I will see you at the snot slop! that is where she put most people she had hadred...

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i am very depressed and lately even getting depressed from all the study I have done and have to do. I am sick of this occult abuse and not being allowed a life of my own. I am not responsible for other people in this world. I don't want to know about other people much anymore if people block me off then I will block others off. I was told to copy people who bullied and abused me by a therapist called judy a number of years ago and I don't think it is a good idea I don't try to copy them, I just throw an insult when I feel down and angry. stuck in this house which this is exactly what joyce poorter wanted. my life has gone how joyce poorter and sarina whore dog ugly face russo, the slut dog nazi of all the world. that spastic whore. what troll tree did she fall from, that spastic retarted black hairy legged hairy assed hairy black hair ugly poop skin on her what is that lebaneses poop skin, arab pooopy shit poo colored skin on her. yuk what a satanic warlock she has proven to be.

i am very depressed and lately even getting depressed from all the study I have done and have to do....

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the chocolate shit church at bayside family christain church. you will not find one honest christain there. these whores as pregnanted as can be by the devil himself at the alter in beard who loves drugs and steroids and making up stories to the cops about children running around in the nude like its a public offense for children to run around in the nude in their own home or backyard. this guy gives me the creeps, its normal for little children to play in little wading pools in the nude in australia or are we still gonna go for this anne gaddes pedo extremism? but anyway the married women who are pregnant their bowing like harlots at the alter billowing and begging for forgiveness truely give themselves away as prostitutes and gamers - with this I am in awe - yeh of themselves and their fat gut pregnanted devil status, you won't find one real christain there at that church. all weirdos, saying abused kids have to penance for being abused and being the victim of an abuser adult. then creepy tony and margie who I know for a fact have been stalking me since ages before I ment their fat asses, they were stalking me on panic attack website and support groups and refused to allow me to join the philiosphy group and wanna be parents group, making out I was a pedo uneducated and the dirty acts they went on with over a number of things I reported to police many times were blantant abuse. they use the bible to force people into relationships and away from self autonomy, they like to make people out to be transvestites and I know for a fact that paster tony is one of the ring leaders in this occult satanic abuse on me. I have told police this and I believe he has a evil dirty mind. that chocolate dirty shit church is full of creepy weird people. gamers ! and the game of which bible character are you this week and playing it out, that was when I saw the light and said no more abuse from you and that valentina and the fake winnings on facebook someone wanted me to put money in an os account to win $300,000.00 on facebook so I rang police and the monitored the sight I knew paster tony and a few others were up to their necks hanging in this shit of abuse and little warlock paster tony helping little spastic bully thickeyed dog midget mind kelly ! as my sister calls her !!! told to go away. so I did! see the fakery of that church and choirs and doctors and the bells ring, this is all an act from a warlock doctor who has been stealing my life from me. a worlock dirty doctor little bethy! up to no good in choirs playing games getting itself involved in other peoples private business and childhood when its got a enough dirt in its own back yard with its wedddle whore munger weddle shirley weddle lolita at 69! a joke if ever there was a joke that gossup whore warlock satanic slut.

the chocolate shit church at bayside family christain church. you will not find one honest christain...

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why don't I enjoy tea in the mornings anymore?

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people laughed at your letter courtney if you think neighbors here like you your wrong. my father is only scared of your bully pig husband and my sister and my mum, dad and I just don't like you. if you think people like you your wrong! we don't like your family. we hate you we despise you. my father and mother don't like you, you made sure we would all dislike you with your annoying ways. as if anyone could like you your so unattractive and ugly and a bitch, I made sure of that my parents would hate you like I always do just like rose does. so there. a pattern emerges.

people laughed at your letter courtney if you think neighbors here like you your wrong. my father is...

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i had to cancel my back surgeons appointment because of the gyno surgery and I just can't afford it all out of 1 fortnights pension and I just told the receptionist the truth, I said I have stitches and in pain and can't afford a thing, and my loser health fund don't pay for surgical procedures with specialists in their surgery, but if I was admitted as a day patient at a hospital or somewhere they will. sorry its so confusing??? so who just has $340.00 for gyno and then another $300 for the back surgeon the next week. seriously.

i had to cancel my back surgeons appointment because of the gyno surgery and I just can't afford it ...

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i went to have a massage and this asian woman exposed by breasts and I just didn't feel comfortable about it, she massaged my tummy and around my breast area not my breasts themselves but it just didn't feel right. I once had a hawaiin massage or what they call lomi massage and same thing but they did massage my breasts and I just didn't like the feeling being touched by a woman there hell I don't even go for a lot of breast checks and prefer just a ultrasound on my breasts to avoid too much radiation exposure now cuz I went through so much of it when I was sick. but I love massage and gua sha so much. its the best massage all over and on the face if you are in pain it feels sore and I bruised in places but it felt great. I get a lot of heal tendonitis sometimes and sciatica and back and neck pain and sinus pain and migraine scalp headache to the point I feel like i will vomit and massage helps a lot.

i went to have a massage and this asian woman exposed by breasts and I just didn't feel comfortable ...

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like I can see the game cookie del rosario is playing on me, with emma at the immigration and all her xray nephews and she was trying to sleaze into the whole thing with my high tea pastry chef friend emma and then cookie del rosario gonzalez who is already married was trying to get more men stealing men for her filipeno slutty whore niece and other little slutties on me and I am awake up to her game. and I even have wondered if jenny isn't sexually abusing my nephew aaron.

like I can see the game cookie del rosario is playing on me, with emma at the immigration and all he...

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just feeling like life is hopeless. was supposed to go out yesterday to a show and today to a show and I was so tired and I woke up with really bad back pain and I was thinking "Oh just go you will only ache in the back at home, why not ache in the back out for a while looking at other things meeting new people" but I was like "I have nothing to wear" I feel so ugly and fat and why should I bother, I said to mum I think I will get so fat I can only fit into a huge robe towel only and just watch every bitch who has abused me wear all my pretty clothes and self punishment and penance that the bayside family christain church said I had to go through penance for the abuse in my childhood. so I guess I have to set my punishment daily ! and I told my nephew/god son to never speak to me again cuz the publishing company from filiofuckoland kept calling every time I spoke to my nephew and this was offending and freaking me out. and I also told the churches and nuns "we won't be back I got the message about warbrokes bastard whore kid walking over me" and my resentment is as strong as ever towards the catholics at st mary;s ipswich and carmelites because silence never helped me and they were abusive to my father at their job network anyway. and I just feel the catholic church blantantly obviously let me down compared to their helping my sister and brother and I told them so!

just feeling like life is hopeless. was supposed to go out yesterday to a show and today to a show a...

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i told my father you are an unemployed loser to those catholics and churches and doctos and they don't want to be around unemployed lowlife offspring and so on or unemployed old farts like you or me. they look down on us as dirt. I have told him over and over and over i tell my mother this as well. I know the way mod rich people think, they are all full of shit.

i told my father you are an unemployed loser to those catholics and churches and doctos and they do...

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I have told my father and mother over and over the reason why i have been socially rejected in employment all these years and for marriage has been due to dads unemployment. people don't want to be around unemployed scum. no matter how you want to put it in politer words that is the way people think. they only marry rich girls, pretty girls or a fat ugly poor pathic one as their idea of weird social justice marry the spastic short dog as a social statement after dumping the pretty blonde i seen it over n over i know the way people in the real world think

I have told my father and mother over and over the reason why i have been socially rejected in emplo...

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I have put a evil curse on all my things I own my clothes and possessions so whoever uses them will perish. I have put evil curses on all my things to my enemies who have tried to steal my things and gave some away to a nice girl I liked like me. not to anyone else.

I have put a evil curse on all my things I own my clothes and possessions so whoever uses them will ...

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shitlers poop!

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don't have any friends to help with bridal make overs for portfolio and I don't want to put make up on women anyway. I don't want to help other women look prettier then me, which is all I have ever done putting make up on other women for their parties while I was ignored. not doing it anymore.

don't have any friends to help with bridal make overs for portfolio and I don't want to put make up ...

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catholics living in a post-liberation world. hmm!

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I am not saying I agree with everything david johnson and jungle surfer is saying about diana and kate being men as such but I think that there are some obvious fake photos doctored up that not the average person always picks up like I noticed in the elevator shots of di on the night of the accident her mirror image of her didn't even look like her in a lot of photos, then there is the fake backgrounds in some shots pointed out clearly and other factors, its kind of like the night I seen katy robodog and she was making out she came straight from work to a lecture and yet not a crease or line or stain of sweat even her clothing was too well pressed and fresh to be worn all day in any job office or design or whatever! so I was like ok, what ever. and I just kept a note of it to myself she was making out she was this big time person working and her own firm and I was "yeh right pull the other one" its like that valentina I could tell she had had a baby at least 6ths she smelt of lacating mother smell and she was making out she was a single abused neglected woman being battered and bullied like me and had no man etc, all lies my guess is she was married and divorced maybe 2 times but at least 1 and she might have had more kids then she was making out that she was like me lost her virginity older due to shyness and fear and not a lot of friends and abuse and I was like "no way, those boobs are milko baby milkshake bars mate!" they are too full the smell and the whole deep know all tone of voice and so much didn't add up just like sally. you meet them and you watch and you learn. you gotta think like a police officer with a lot of women. a woman has a great instinct and gut knowledge just men do about things when it comes to sex and power and control and alpha-sexuals, who always have to be on top like the top dog!

I am not saying I agree with everything david johnson and jungle surfer is saying about diana and ka...

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I feel so seriously guilty for eating 6 saos with my version of welsh rabbit on it. like I have been really cursing myself all afternoon since lunch about it. the guilt of overeating cheese and salt and some worstershire sauce I put them in the microwave for about a minute and they are nice and slightly smooth and crunchy. but I feel super guilt, so I cleaned all my make up stuff with vinegar and did a oil cleanse of my skin and just a touch of exercise like water the garden and some inside exercise. but the guilt. so I drank a lot of water and lime juice and coffee.

I feel so seriously guilty for eating 6 saos with my version of welsh rabbit on it. like I have been...

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I have to agree with jungle surfer what a crock load of shit that car accident looked it looks like 2 or 3 different cars that were used in the photos and other things he says about bloke women and its all been a deliberate breaking down of feminine qualities in women from the 1920s on and will the pill where you will find women who do not take the pill have less sexual partners and are less sexual preditory because the pill is a hormone, you can't trick a female body for 30 years to think its pregnant without health problems later and you will find there has been a deliberate break down of society and attack against middle class white women mid century and the ones that took the pill were from poorer homes and the women who didn't take the pill have more shy traditional feminine qualities that women on the pill became more blokey and violent for sex and willing to kill other women for sex and marriage, its a proven fact that the more feminine nicer girls don't night club a lot, don't take the pill and its been a deliberate masculinization of society to remove the feminine from women and make men more feminine, once again social engineering from media and rich and fashion houses and they tell us what is beautiful to them not what every man thinks is beautiful or what every other person things is beauty. its been a deliberate depersonalization plan by people like the russos, royals and media to break down the more genuine people of this world and make false idols of the liars and scammers.

I have to agree with jungle surfer what a crock load of shit that car accident looked it looks like ...

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I am telling you i am sure that ken carey and his wife anne, work as a couple raping virgins, I told police this and it might sound farfetched but then there are messages i picked up also via katy and rick and joyce and that mongrel fat user magda from fast forward and I thought her whole character of lynn was made around these fergusons we met and they were complete fucking nutcases the kids were mental and the parents were mental and I still believe they got my father deliberately drunk over at their house one afternoon for some rape non-sense and someone raped him anally and whatever he had piles afterwards and the kids would have raped him or that fat slut herself. there was something strange about it all, and I picked up the nlp messages and that is why I say fast forward and lot of those shows are set up to socially engineer people and they were ment to isolate and abuse children by pedos they set up the pedo abuses, they did that 7and up series and nlp was going on with cia and intelligence in military and its not unreasonable to believe that they set a lot of women up to be ignored, then raped and their wives of this rapists are in on the social engineering and plotting to abuse victims of crime so that its always these celebs and rich and doctors and personalities getting birthday parties and people fussing after them at weddings and yes to the dress stuff and social engineering of all the bullshit in the media is to see celebs and rich bullies in IT and churches, real estate, sport and rich doctors who are frauding patients, its all socially engineered to shut down mass numbers of victims to more helplessness and so these celebs and wannabes are the ones being treated special at events when they have not suffered, oh its this royal here talking about low self esteme or self harming or cancer etc - they know nothing about it but are there getting the publicity and attention seeking ripping off the real victims that have no voice, the best example of this is that teal swan, i just don't completely buy her story out right. she is the poster pin up of child victims just because she is prettier and yet why should she be, when there are other victims and she is not that pretty. rather andronanious appeal that seems common for the last 100 or more years people comment on boy like girls and girl like boys.

I am telling you i am sure that ken carey and his wife anne, work as a couple raping virgins, I told...

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the bullshit story I was told by this valentina whore did not add up, she looked like a woman who had just not long given birth give or take 6mths and she smelt like it too. and I wondered about the connection with her and the other tina and margie the whore bikers mole pasters wife, the whole game they were playing with desley randal in the middle she was making people think I was her daughter for a reason, then anna-maria started doing that as well, there was more to that story and valentina and her stupid yobo new zealand maori husband looked a complete fraud when I seen him on a site and he was scanning for more chicks, then I worked it out she had worked at the mater hospital in the city and he got her over to italy under the guise to marry all the time they were plotting to get her married off to this german bloke. I could see the number she had assaulting huge tits on her like pregnancy breasts lactating smell and all the stories she was saying to me was a complete lie. she was making out she was like me and I think she was married and left a husband went to italy with the new zealander maroi dickhead and tony and margie were behind that and its was clear margie and tony did not like me and then mum said she could see desley enjoying seeing me suffer and hurting and her stupid asshole compliments and that spastic annie dad called ernie macdonnald. with her spastic speach impediment was trying then to push me off to the catholic nuns as if your so ugly and fat and old no man will want you now. mum picked up margie and tony were complete frauds and they powerplay over at the church full of complete bullshit.

the bullshit story I was told by this valentina whore did not add up, she looked like a woman who ha...

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