Confessions about &#x27; Hate &#x27;

I actually dislike bowie for all the insane abuse he was about- they are all crazy. she is illegal black corrupt like my sisters filipenos cookie and jen I reported them to australian authorities and polictians about them getting blacks into the country, I want nothing to do with these scammers.

I actually dislike bowie for all the insane abuse he was about- they are all crazy. she is illegal b...

my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I can embarrase them any time. its like m peterson n don if those two where not scammers in 1977 abusing me. I have no idea why they were doing it I was only 5 or 6 but I think its evil. I am not taking the blame for anything, everyone has said to me I am not to blame for anything that happen or what that pedo got me to do as a innocent naive child, he did that to dad and ros and rose and others and I don't feel bad about it i was just a child less then 10. I don't know why I have been singled out but I don't like it and I am deeply resentful and bitter and I feel I have righteous anger over it all!

my relatives do not frighten me because I know all their dirty stories and lies and secrets and I ca...

why should I hang around these bands who bullshitted me around and ripped me off. I lost interest in them in 2004. basically my attitude is I was expecting to be liked and complete my course and I might have got some help like others but I don't see why I was not given the chance to complete the course when I was one of the least bitching and least scoffy lot there who were making insulting references daily about teachers and admin at the college and their obvious preferences to certain students to be allowed pass and how some were allowed pre veligers and others were not. I did nothing illegal and I resent the way I was treated. no excuse for bowie and his bullshit they can all fuck off! I was good enough and pushed out on the dumb heap at 23 passed up by men and for work so you don't get over the hurt and the haters that easy. I own no one a thing!

why should I hang around these bands who bullshitted me around and ripped me off. I lost interest in...

I was working for a podiatrist called trevor who would come out with dirty gloves after touching patients feet and grab the phone or pens with dirty gloves and I got cancer from that. I can't say out right it was due to that but the rash started in the area around that time and my doctor was disgusted when I told her. he would even hide the sanitising wipes on me, I should have bought my own or reported him. I am sure his partner was trying to bankrupt him with all the shoes she was buying in storage for the business that didnot make sense.

I was working for a podiatrist called trevor who would come out with dirty gloves after touching pa...

I am sick of being accused of being in someones way for sex with a man, or a job, at home to use the toilet or kitchen, in the shop I seem to be in peoples way, yet if they are in my way do I complain? I wish people would get out of my way! I have hate and anger built up me for the last 38 years so get out of my way! I count too!

I am sick of being accused of being in someones way for sex with a man, or a job, at home to use the...

a loss in love turned me to abnormal outlook on life. and I am supposed to believe I am all to blame for it all? I made the best choices I did based on the poor options I had, realisticly.

a loss in love turned me to abnormal outlook on life. and I am supposed to believe I am all to blame...

as if I guts into sugar donuts and cakes and chocolate french pastries and meat pies and fish and chips and burgers and caramel tarts and each 20bars of chocolate and fruitloops every week

as if I guts into sugar donuts and cakes and chocolate french pastries and meat pies and fish and ch...

so goes "hello dirty bastards!"

I set my goals for myself you don't have a say in them so fuck off! hag!

don't choose boring old old people to do things I think I would have hated my godparents for being such assholes as they were. I felt abused by them as much as I felt abused by rick katey n ken and joyce. no gooders. the world full of them. bloody rubbish on radios talking rubbish I refuse to listen to it or tv I rarely even watch news now days. all a load of rubbish! tired gags and loser hags on there. dumbest lot ever.

don't choose boring old old people to do things I think I would have hated my godparents for being s...

pips, pops n ships have passed!

would someone get this leech pissass porter joyce off my head please!!!! and stop her torturing and abusing my family and me. go get your jollies somewhere else whore! and that goes for the dog rotters called the petersons who ripped off my family - she had a plan against me in 1977 that woman and don. I was only 5 would someone get these leeches off me please!

would someone get this leech pissass porter joyce off my head please!!!! and stop her torturing and ...

I felt raped of who I am as a person since a child, of godparents who were useless and lazy, of knowing things, being refered to as the milkmans kid etc as if my mother was a whore, I feel robbed of my education and career, as if people seen me as ron and I am nothing like him so why was I given this stupid ear problem? it has to be satanic abuse asian or something! all my left side has had spine alignment issues and my right side of the vagina has all these issues ear problems mostly on the left. right leg from car accident causing me pain. and this fucking bitch who abused me who I was way too nice to was offended, well stuff her! as if she was this innocent birdy and i was never against her. i wish someone had of listened and helped. look at all I have suffered because no one would help me as a child of 5. so I can make the world to blame.

I felt raped of who I am as a person since a child, of godparents who were useless and lazy, of know...

Pride, Hate

last year I spend dieting, nearly 1 hr a day on a vibration platform machine, hiit jumping on a rebounder over 500jumps per day, then 10mins on airwalker, 120on rower and 20mins on machine, resistance cords on arms and legs x 150 plus, 200 on twister, 5mins on stepper, weights and step for 5mins, gymball and pilates for 10mins and I didn't loose any weight at all I gained it. I only eat 1 slice of bread at lunch most times, I limit myself to only lean small meats, and only treats 1 day a week like ice-cream or a small cake slice, I eat salads and oats and I drank so much water it was brimming out of me yet my veins would still collapse in blood tests. what the hell is going on ? I am sick of this fat.

last year I spend dieting, nearly 1 hr a day on a vibration platform machine, hiit jumping on a rebo...

things I have done alone- i made a list, go to the movies alone, go dancing alone, go out to a night club alone, travel at night alone, catch buses alone to places I have never been and get lost alone- that was a big one- I got lost walking from the train station to a job interview they it sound like "oh you just walk here and turn here and go through a side walk near a park" well I still got lost and rang my mum and still got lost and cried I felt so awful. went to the hospital alone in the middle of the night, got ambulance alone, taxis alone, walked in the dark alone, walked in isolated places alone to get to my friends place, or met friends alone. did exams in strange places alone. I am sick of being the fuck alone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

things I have done alone- i made a list, go to the movies alone, go dancing alone, go out to a nigh...

we have iron outdoor table and chair sets and beds sitting out in the rain and sun. how do I stop the destruction of her! she won't help to clean or have the house functioning. she won't socialize she only cares about crazy stuff.

we have iron outdoor table and chair sets and beds sitting out in the rain and sun. how do I stop th...

I have a coffee expresso/capichino machine I have not even opened up and used yet. a mastermixer the same, and heaps of things like hot hair irons and cups and diet shakes, cosmetics etc. part of me just has no real interest.

I have a coffee expresso/capichino machine I have not even opened up and used yet. a mastermixer the...

i cured a stomach ulcer with aloe juice, heaps of high veg fiber and coconut oil tablets.