Confessions about 'Hate'

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rachael was fucking this younger man who had a fiance, she was a fuck-around-chick cuz she was doing them all.

rachael was fucking this younger man who had a fiance, she was a fuck-around-chick cuz she was doing...

Abuse, Hate

who is that fat hairy creepy dude with the beard and what is he about? born troublemaker.

Hate

someone deleted the rachael 1989 mistaken date, cuz I ment to put 1998. dog rachael! the user slut!

Pride, Abuse, Hate

and that teacher from the uk margaret from the church had no right speaking to me the way she did. I really should have told her off to her face for that. I am a woman in my 40s with life experience and maturity and she was trying very hard to push me down and I wouldn't go down for her. She insulted me with her profanity and distortions and just because she is a teacher doesn't make her better or perfect or anything actually. then the other lady told me she did similar to her and I found her with her doctorates and titles and all the houses she owned over the world and her so called bus driver husband, something just didn't add up. strange woman. very condescending and insulting, i mean go back to England if you can't take our ways. I just found she offended me and insulted me way too many times then I was prepared to tolerate about certain issues like what courses I dropped out of and for woman she had absolutely no supporting role in womens rights about child sexual abuse or rape or anything. all she wanted me to do was study more which I want too some day but why can't i have a husband and children before graduating if others can? what does it matter? weird crazy old bag that one. she seemed to support violent men who bashed women? made no sense to me, I would like to see her raped and bashed by men and women and see how she likes the life I was in as a child being kicked around and ignored. stupid old bag. if england women are like that we don't want them here. we stand for justice not shit.

and that teacher from the uk margaret from the church had no right speaking to me the way she did. I...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

my parents just want this dirty devil stalking rapist to get lost and all the people abusing us to get lost and stop hurting us. I was sexually abused for 10 years. sometimes I can only hope that others suffer that and their own kids to see how it feels, experience the poverty, loneliness, silent abuse, the constant abuse and put downs as a child and adult and no love life at all or employment or rights. see how it feels and suffer for your sins. because those south sea women who were abusing me from nz etc at that church, they are the shameful people. they are the war mongers and cannibals and head hunters. they are not peaceful people at all. nor are the africans or asians or indians, arabs or american indians and south americans. they are taking our culture from us and giving white dollar and white house to them, white religion to them, and what do we get in return? they didn't own any country before any white people. its hard to say who were truely the first humans on this earth and if it was all joined up then we all belong here. so stop all the land rights shit. I should get land rights in england and ireland and scotland and parts of europe like france and germany and hungry and god knows? I am done with recycled crap about black people so bad off when they have always been represented by elites and had money and their tribal zulu stuff. you been lied to shake yourself out of the lies . the generational curses are on them for their warring and cannibalism which is worse then what ever i did. everyone I speak to supports me on this issue that i am not to blame about what happened when i was a child. everyone i talk to, lawyers, police, doctors, churches, therapists and just average people.

my parents just want this dirty devil stalking rapist to get lost and all the people abusing us to g...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

I get so annoyed at the train that toots around 9.20pm and later. its too loud and it makes me want to call them and tell them to stop abusing us. its noise abuse. its a form of violence and threat.

I get so annoyed at the train that toots around 9.20pm and later. its too loud and it makes me want ...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

rachael 1998

Abuse, Hate, Violence

my fathers sympathy for a user slut went too far BY ANONYMOUS ON MAY 27, 2018 IN GOVERNMENT REPORT dear racheal who used my father as on a guilt trip/sex tease and was fucking around with men everywhere, more then I ever have. thanks for being such a abusive bitch! we will make sure this never happens again! Lifeline0574End conversation Info at 19:23, May 25: Please wait for a Crisis Supporter to respond. You are number 5 in the queue. Info at 19:25, May 25: All Crisis Supporters are currently assisting others. Thanks for your patience. A Crisis Supporter will be with you shortly. You are currently 2 in the queue. The current average wait time is 1 minutes and 27 seconds. If you would like to view the FAQ please click on this link (opens in a new tab) Info at 19:27, May 25: All Crisis Supporters are currently assisting others. Thanks for your patience. A Crisis Supporter will be with you shortly. You are currently 1 in the queue. The current average wait time is 0 minutes and 55 seconds. If you would like to view the FAQ please click on this link (opens in a new tab) Info at 19:29, May 25: All Crisis Supporters are currently assisting others. Thanks for your patience. A Crisis Supporter will be with you shortly. You are currently 1 in the queue. The current average wait time is 1 minutes and 43 seconds. If you would like to view the FAQ please click on this link (opens in a new tab) Info at 19:31, May 25: All Crisis Supporters are currently assisting others. Thanks for your patience. A Crisis Supporter will be with you shortly. You are currently 1 in the queue. The current average wait time is 1 minutes and 18 seconds. If you would like to view the FAQ please click on this link (opens in a new tab) Info at 19:32, May 25: You are now chatting with Lifeline. Lifeline0574 at 19:32, May 25: Welcome to Lifeline’s Crisis Support Chat service. What has been going on for you this evening? fendi at 19:34, May 25: hi there. Lifeline0574 at 19:34, May 25: Hi Lifeline0574 at 19:34, May 25: How’re you tonight? fendi at 19:35, May 25: my dad is throwing china plates around while he washes up and I tell him to do it with less glanging noise and some care for the china and then he accuses me of bullying him. he has so much anger in him fendi at 19:37, May 25: if hates doing it I tell him leave it and don’t do it because I am sick of all the plates and cups and glasses etc he has broken. can you understand why the noise and yelling and his resentment about doing any work in the house is upsetting? we all do some, I wash up some nights he does it other nights or another person there are a few in the house so we take turns but that is not good enough for him. Lifeline0574 at 19:38, May 25: It sounds like your dad can really frustrate you sometimes. I think I can definitely understand what you mean. Lifeline0574 at 19:40, May 25: Tell me more about the thoughts and feelings that have been coming up for you tonight? Lifeline0574 at 19:42, May 25: Hello. Are you still there? Lifeline0574 at 19:42, May 25: I’m happy to wait for you for a bit if something has taken your attention away for the moment. fendi at 19:42, May 25: yeh fendi at 19:44, May 25: i am just so hurt and angry that every chance he gets he complains about cleaning up after himself as if he expects a maid or butler and valet to run after him. its an insult. the way he eats food and spits it out to the point me and my mum don’t want to eat with him. then if either of me or my mum complain we are bullying poor mr perfect little boy jonnymundy. Lifeline0574 at 19:47, May 25: It sounds like you can feel really angry towards him but at the same time you may often feel that you can’t express that anger to…as you said…”mr perfect…”. What’s that like for you? fendi at 19:50, May 25: i am unimportant and a nobody. mr perfect seems to think the world should revolve around him for decades over and over and he abuses me and mum and to be honest someone needs to tell him the way he has his daughter is a god dam desgrace and he allowed a drunken raping pedophile into the home and he wanted to lick his ass when we were kids and he should be told off and not pandied to. he needs a good talking to. and I mean that sincerly. if my son was like I swear i would belt him. i don’t like violence but the way he has abused me and my mum and other family he needs to be told off. Lifeline0574 at 19:51, May 25: You are unimportant and a nobody? Is that the role you feel you play in your family? fendi at 19:52, May 25: my father goes around lying about me and other family I am sure of it cuz he always comes out the winner and he can’t step aside and except defeat politely and allow his kids ( a new generation ) a fair dikhem go in life. that is so unasutralian ! fendi at 19:54, May 25: did you know eating up your kids life and abusing them and destorying love and career and success for them will make you fat and unhealthy? there is a tale about it somewhere. the parents who eat up the dreams and hopes and possibilities for their kids or others kids will suffer ! Lifeline0574 at 19:54, May 25: I get the sense you often feel enraged by your father. Lifeline0574 at 19:55, May 25: It sounds like a tale you would like to be true. Lifeline0574 at 19:55, May 25: I think I can understand that. fendi at 19:56, May 25: disgusted. he drinks. he used to smoke made us all ill. thinks he so perfect, he even copied me when I was looking for a boyfriend and was dating this girl who was my age, how disgusting is that. what made him think he deserved the love I deserved he already had decades of sex and love? when does it stop for little jonny so we can all have a go? Lifeline0574 at 19:58, May 25: I sense that you have decades of hurt and anger to explore. Sometimes not having enough people to talk to about this hurt can become self-destructive. Are you having thoughts of suicide tonight? fendi at 19:59, May 25: he got me raped by a married man I didn’t even find nice or polite or respectful or even attractive. he got me bashed up several times and he went through my bedroom and school books and stole things and my diary and goals for a date and then got this date with a girl my age and bought her flowers and jewellery and then later he gave the necklace to me cuz she didn’t want it. what father does that. it shows he thinks i am second best, it shows disrespect to his wife and a ego out of control to copy a daughters desire to date and marry a man, but goes chasing a girl half his age its not normal. he needs a good spanking. his mother would have spanked him for that. fendi at 20:00, May 25: no i live with spite , i mean i live to spite the haters out there. Lifeline0574 at 20:01, May 25: Raped by a married man! :/ Lifeline0574 at 20:01, May 25: That’s horrible. Lifeline0574 at 20:01, May 25: I don’t have words for that. fendi at 20:01, May 25: his guy says things like gay boy is loving seeing you be abused and this is my dads ex work mate. its none of his business what goes on in our home. they have ruined lives. one day they will pay for this’ Lifeline0574 at 20:01, May 25: Sorry, I’ll let you continue typing fendi at 20:02, May 25: yeh, and molested by a pedo as a child. he will never get a chance to do it again to me fendi at 20:02, May 25: sometimes i worry he will rape me. fendi at 20:03, May 25: he used to come into my room at night while I was asleep. I don’t know if it was him. but i am sort of guessing. he will never get the chance ever again. Lifeline0574 at 20:04, May 25: I am glad to hear you say he’ll never get the chance again. fendi at 20:05, May 25: some people who do bad in this better be ready for gods revenge and punishment. because it will be coming. I am not perfect. I know I got angry at my dad and hit his face one night. just because this man was liking me my dad was jealous and he was saying “you have the hots for him don’t you slut” and I was a virgin and my mum said “well at her age of 27 I think its about time she ought to old man” Lifeline0574 at 20:06, May 25: If you are worried that he will rape you, and feel in immediate danger, I encourage you to call emergency services on 000 fendi at 20:06, May 25: he writes to all these ex workers and people telling what he calls “his side of the story” why can’t we all do that? some police officer told me to stop asking for help. why can’t the police tell my dad to stop writing these letters and respect his family better? I and my mum do the best we can fendi at 20:07, May 25: yeh I know. but the police don’t want to understand and i was raped by another man and they barely helped me. my mum won’t see allow him to rape me and i will find a way to protect myself if need be fendi at 20:08, May 25: he must write 6 letters a day and i have no idea what is going on in his head. its not normal. fendi at 20:09, May 25: should a man, a father copy his daughter looking for a date? fendi at 20:09, May 25: is that normal? Lifeline0574 at 20:09, May 25: Good to hear you’ll find a way to protect yourself if needed. But it is concerning you feel you might need to do that. I’m sure you’ve thought of this already but because I’m talking to you for the first time I just wanted to ask…is leaving an option? fendi at 20:10, May 25: when i finish my education for work skills it might but i have pets here and if i had more money to buy a house i would move or a secure relationship. Lifeline0574 at 20:14, May 25: or you could rent a house or unit that allows pets perhaps? fendi at 20:14, May 25: the other man who raped me seems to think we have children together but I have never had a baby, never given birth and he seems to enjoy mentally abusing me. I really hope he doesn’t know my father, my father said he would like to kill him. so I have to believe that my father would protect me from this rapist again as i know my mum would as well. but my dad is weird. he wants power and glory and I do too.like enough to give me employment and home and good income and good work. nothing bad about that. but my dad has a crazy old man power game like he thinks he mr rumpoled or mr cuthbert in are you being served. Lifeline0574 at 20:15, May 25: Sounds like you’ve got a positive plan for the future. Lifeline0574 at 20:15, May 25: The other man sounds unwell. fendi at 20:15, May 25: maybe. i would prefer to own a house or unit outright and not have to answer to anyone. I think I deserve that after everything I have been through and also gone without. Lifeline0574 at 20:15, May 25: and one to stay away from and protect yourself from, too fendi at 20:16, May 25: i should have been owning my own house by now with my own husband and kids. don’t you think? Lifeline0574 at 20:17, May 25: Ah yes, I’ve seen Are You Being Served…I think I know what you mean. Thanks for helping me understand more. fendi at 20:17, May 25: unwell is not the word. he needs locking away in a criminal detention. you are being too kind. my doctor today says “that man who raped you is selfish and all about his aggression over you and a predator” Lifeline0574 at 20:17, May 25: From what you’ve told me you’ve gone through an awful lot and I think I can understand if you think you deserve that. fendi at 20:17, May 25: its like he is stuck back in 1960s Lifeline0574 at 20:18, May 25: I think people can own their own houses etc. at any age, particularly in the current economy. Lifeline0574 at 20:18, May 25: What state do you live in? fendi at 20:18, May 25: he wants to be young mr grace and i am supposed to be mrs slocomb and miss browns fendi at 20:18, May 25: qld fendi at 20:19, May 25: he wants my mum to be the old genator or some sex toy and he is this all powerful being and it is not going to happen. life is not like that anymore Lifeline0574 at 20:21, May 25: You seem to have a very clear idea of his view of you and him in regards to that show. And who is your mum in it? Lifeline0574 at 20:21, May 25: ah, sorry, I asked too soon. Lifeline0574 at 20:21, May 25: Thanks for helping me understand more. Lifeline0574 at 20:22, May 25: It sounds like you’re trying to make a very deliberate choice to break out of those roles fendi at 20:22, May 25: she feels as upset as me. she can see he is not acting normal. fendi at 20:22, May 25: he thinks he can copy his kids get work or dates when they do, its not normal fendi at 20:23, May 25: my mum can see he is strange like that. i think she feels embarrased like i do fendi at 20:24, May 25: i am not equal to him my needs are not the same or equal to his needs. we are not the same person. can you see his game. he did this to my sister and other sibliings as well. fendi at 20:25, May 25: just because I buy a milkshake doesn’t mean he has to buy one too. fendi at 20:25, May 25: he had sex heaps with my mum and they married. he should not be feeling the need to copy his daughter. its just weird. Lifeline0574 at 20:26, May 25: I can see you feel it’s not normal behaviour from your dad and it might well not be normal. Have you seen a GP about what you’ve been talking to me about? fendi at 20:26, May 25: its making me afraid to search for love or work or study. I have to keep everything secretive like I am dealing with a child. fendi at 20:27, May 25: no i don’t know to. I have never even told my therapist yet. I should however Lifeline0574 at 20:27, May 25: It sounds awful to have to feel like you need to be so secretive about your life. Lifeline0574 at 20:27, May 25: Yes, I encourage you to tell your therapist. Lifeline0574 at 20:27, May 25: When do you next see them? fendi at 20:27, May 25: its so embarrasing and strange behavior. what would make a grown man of 60 think he needs to copy his daughter in her 20s? looking for a date and man? fendi at 20:28, May 25: completely different sexual and emotional needs fendi at 20:29, May 25: my mum feels like she is inadequate and simple and i feel that way too , like we are not good enough to him. fendi at 20:29, May 25: he wants to be mr perfect sex Olympiad and life is not life that. Lifeline0574 at 20:30, May 25: I think I can understand how you feel. How old are you, may I ask? There may be a referral I can give you to help you talk further about these issues….in addition to Lifeline and your therapist. Lifeline aren’t too well placed to explore the sort of matters deeply that you have been raising. Although I am glad that you reached out to Lifeline tonight for support and encourage you to keep doing so. fendi at 20:30, May 25: what is in a soap opera or hollywood is not normal world. you can’t believe much of it so why copy a kid who just wants a date and a good time and find a sweet romance but instead i got raped by a fat married man ? its all so insane. my mum feels hurt as much as i do. fendi at 20:31, May 25: i am 30 Lifeline0574 at 20:31, May 25:

my fathers sympathy for a user slut went too far BY ANONYMOUS ON MAY 27, 2018 IN GOVERNMENT REPORT d...

Abuse, Hate

REAL, MAJOR, ACTUAL crush turned his back on me so I turned my back on him and ignored him and walked away without him seeing me. that's for hitting into me jerk!

REAL, MAJOR, ACTUAL crush turned his back on me so I turned my back on him and ignored him and walke...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

they are wrecking curtains n furbiture and paint work i bought for that family home and i am sick of it, i saved the money n bought nice furnishings n some are new, some second hand etc but i am sick of them wrecking things i bought. i want someone to speak to them about it to stop it. he cleans the rubbish more then he cleans good thing its not normal! and i am supposed to be studying n seeing doctors n lawyers n taking vacations as ordered by my health care team! stop abusing me

they are wrecking curtains n furbiture and paint work i bought for that family home and i am sick of...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

trying to clean my parents house from thilth of other people, I was told I can bring in charity hovel squallor cleaners but only with my parents permission, my mother would happily do that but my dad doesn't want to show someone his mental illness and drinking and I have admitted I need help. I want a house of my own and life of my own to put my things and clothes. I have cupboard space and no carport and no one to help me. its always been me helping others then some cop jerk said no help for you. so its ok for others to ask for help but not me, that doesn't seem fair! most of the mess is dads and my sister rose and others junk, her kids toys and other relatives destroying the house inside. I can't do it all alone on limited income and no assistance with my infection I had and I am better but I have to be careful not to over do it. besides that is a mans job. a MANS WORK to clean garbage to the dump/tip its not a womans work as far as I am concern! my father seems to think he should live here and clean nothing. not even wash up. we all take turns but he never notices what I do deliberately. all the years he was out partying with his radio and other friends and i was at home living like a workslave to the house and yard. what about all those times? when I painted the house and bought white goods and furniture for them and I had to save up for that and save for the holiday he didn't spend a penny, didn't offer a cent towards his holidays like usual. I buy him clothes and food and pay some bills and oh, it all means nothing does it? well we will see about that. I have to save for our cruise next year. I have to go without for his fun. he could at least allow some people to come in to help him with his junk in the carport. they said they would help but I can't enforce it. can't he see he needs help? can't he see we need to move stuff and clean. can't someone see I need help?

trying to clean my parents house from thilth of other people, I was told I can bring in charity hove...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

you should see the shit mess my sister rose and father have made down stairs. have not lifted a finger to do a dam thing. she leaves it all for me to clean up her shit! dirty slut.

you should see the shit mess my sister rose and father have made down stairs. have not lifted a fing...

Abuse, Hate, Violence

tired and stiff.

Hate

someone keeps sending messages to harm me and hurt me all the time. telling me to look from behind and threatening they want to cause me illness and cancer and could be someone in harp or something. how do I stop them?

someone keeps sending messages to harm me and hurt me all the time. telling me to look from behind a...

Murder, Abuse, Hate, Violence

i had to get that report in early for the office and i swear if you fucking well cause me any problems i am going to kill you. i freaking had enough of you boss. white wash dickhead.

i had to get that report in early for the office and i swear if you fucking well cause me any proble...

Hate

Confessions about 'Hate'

rachael was fucking this younger man who had a fiance, she was a fuck-around-chick cuz she was doing them all.

who is that fat hairy creepy dude with the beard and what is he about? born troublemaker.

someone deleted the rachael 1989 mistaken date, cuz I ment to put 1998. dog rachael! the user slut!

I get so annoyed at the train that toots around 9.20pm and later. its too loud and it makes me want to call them and tell them to stop abusing us. its noise abuse. its a form of violence and threat.

rachael 1998

REAL, MAJOR, ACTUAL crush turned his back on me so I turned my back on him and ignored him and walked away without him seeing me. that's for hitting into me jerk!

you should see the shit mess my sister rose and father have made down stairs. have not lifted a finger to do a dam thing. she leaves it all for me to clean up her shit! dirty slut.

tired and stiff.

someone keeps sending messages to harm me and hurt me all the time. telling me to look from behind and threatening they want to cause me illness and cancer and could be someone in harp or something. how do I stop them?

incest - at least some do it quietly while others just talk about it!

F'OFF!

skanky don't hurt me, no more!

I am sick of hearing the incest stories that are sick. take it somewhere else.

wasn't thinking of you.

i had to get that report in early for the office and i swear if you fucking well cause me any problems i am going to kill you. i freaking had enough of you boss. white wash dickhead.