I've been with you for 3 years. you put down and talked down to me. you were always short tempered with me and I get on her nerves. I hate seeing you and yet miss you but we never were personal lets face it. your constantly surrounded but I am more afraid of being alone. I tell you I love you but you always seem so unsure. Even before we started dating. Even before the talks of marriage. then it cut me when you have always thought that I am a lesbian just because I don't tolerate pace and crap from men. could we start again without her and him and them? it was nice our chats alone.

I was 19 after the car accident and I would get server heart pain just out of the blue with jaw and arm and vien pain and I would tell my mum and all she would do is yell and get violent and get angry at me, that is all she knows or she just feels nothing like nothing matters. she would attack me for being sick and I don't understand it. its not normal for a parent to be that way. I think its aspie autistic and abusive. I couldn't do that to my child, but I guess that is why I could never tell her about bill molesting me when I was young. no one mattered but rose in the family. I have spent the last 45 years of my life with my older sister abusing me, she would not even allow my mother to come to the baby ward to see me. its not normal. my sister spits hate at me all the time and I want someone to make her stop it and she needs to be told by someone I need love to. she keeps getting married all the time and she gets sex she has to learn to see me being loved and learn to live with it. I had to see her being loved and she needs to learn to allow her sister to be loved and stop trying to kill me. she threw sawdust in my eyes as a child and my brother and his wife have done satanic violence on me as well that is why we want nothing to do with them. my parents want nothing to do with my brother and his whore wife, that dirty whore- I knew that whore was trouble. I just knew joyce would support anyone but me she is so mentally ill.

I was 19 after the car accident and I would get server heart pain just out of the blue with jaw and ...

go and drop dead john and karen and kids. I often hope you will all die in a explosion. and all my r...