I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I don't have time or interest in stupid senile peoples dumb disgusting deviant games. you are gonna get caught with your pants down and caught out for stalking and abuse. I know your are a bad person shirley and maybe that doctor is also. no doubt he may try to use his so called loose charm on women after the fact, after his abuse and games but he has a lot to prove to me that he is worthy of my time before I go gaga over him. I am not completely convinced that all is so nice there in those choirs and medical practice and games of abuse are going on. only time will show evidence if any. causation and link are rather explicit and too co-incidential to be just a radom mistake of shirley and anita, kelly and margie and something did not add up at all. all these people were up to no good and had altera motives and it looks like they were helping someone to abuse me and steal my clothing and things and these so called pretty men you have to watch them, some attractive men are out and out murdering killers and have no scruples at all. how do I know if davo or macb or someone code named phil/ricky was not a very dangerious handsome killer? I have to consider this before I trust as something did not add up. shirley made a mistake being in that choir when I joined something told me there was some game being plotted when john said "the year before 2 girls were competing in the choir and we are glad they have gone" and I knew then it had to be a similar plot or pattern of events. this person repeats their pattern of abuse in those choirs.

I was not interested in the games those choirs and shirley anita kelly and margie were playing. I don't have time or interest in stupid senile peoples dumb disgusting deviant games. you are gonna get caught with your pants down and caught out for stalking and abuse. I know your are a bad person shirley and maybe that doctor is also. no doubt he may try to use his so called loose charm on women after the fact, after his abuse and games but he has a lot to prove to me that he is worthy of my time before I go gaga over him. I am not completely convinced that all is so nice there in those choirs and medical practice and games of abuse are going on. only time will show evidence if any. causation and link are rather explicit and too co-incidential to be just a radom mistake of shirley and anita, kelly and margie and something did not add up at all. all these people were up to no good and had altera motives and it looks like they were helping someone to abuse me and steal my clothing and things and these so called pretty men you have to watch them, some attractive men are out and out murdering killers and have no scruples at all. how do I know if davo or macb or someone code named phil/ricky was not a very dangerious handsome killer? I have to consider this before I trust as something did not add up. shirley made a mistake being in that choir when I joined something told me there was some game being plotted when john said "the year before 2 girls were competing in the choir and we are glad they have gone" and I knew then it had to be a similar plot or pattern of events. this person repeats their pattern of abuse in those choirs.
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