i never look in a mirror, I always look past myself when near a mirror.

I wish my phone would ring more. I wish my phone would ring more. i wish i could answer it. but i never do.

I wish my phone would ring more. I wish my phone would ring more. i wish i could answer it. but i n...

i said to mum she should have hit one of the transport men in the head with the scone - mongrel lowlife dickhead men bastard scums they are.

i said to mum she should have hit one of the transport men in the head with the scone - mongrel lowl...

I never thought I was the type to love seeing men physically hurt like the loser biker at the petrol station but now days I do, for some reason. I love seeing men abused and attacked. I feel bad that its just bitterness of no love life and rejections of all kinds in work and love that has made me that way. I enjoy knowing men died in sept 11 because I was molested and they never cared all they cared about was their jobs and egos. i met a woman not that much unlike me but she has a career but she can't find a man either we both agreed men don't know how to be gentlemen anymore. so I enjoy seeing them hurt in anyway. I love seeing it. I love seeing people hurt and abused now. I was glad to see that jerk go at the gym and other teachers and I love hearing scandals and gossip that drags people down, it makes me feel good about myself which is sad really its the only way i can feel good. but i cried later but i won't say why. i have just learnt to hate people due to my abusive relatives and people who chose to abuse me. they chose to abuse me they have to pay and live with it. they chose what they did as adults so its not my problem, i only wish i was as powerful to do mean things but I am not. I never used to enjoy seeing people hurt and i don't with all people. I guess I have been made to be so like her, she sculptured me as her piece of art.

I never thought I was the type to love seeing men physically hurt like the loser biker at the petrol...