I wish I could speak up more as I am afraid to due to my ex attacks on anything I buy for myself without his approval during our shitty so called marriage. I feel guilty when I spend money on anything at all. I wonder if I have a disorder ocd with some things after being around him I do need to find my own identity and certainly find a better man.

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i'm sick of catholic abuse and bullying. I get sick of having to prove myself, it was always like that having to prove your worth to the dirty mongrel bastards. all they did was bully and abuse me. all bad eggs the whole lot of them. I don't like them. I pretend to and run away quick like they did to me, what you give is what you get back with me!!!!

i'm sick of catholic abuse and bullying. I get sick of having to prove myself, it was always like th...

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love hate relationship with catholic church due to my parents as much as the church but I feel hurt they didn't do anything, they should have been able to pick up something was wrong with sexual abuse in us kids and so many kids have missed out on love and life. oh yeh a priest asked me "do you love your catholic faith" I said "yes father" and I do I am glad to be a catholic but I feel hurt by the segrigation all during our childhood with only girl school and seperate boy school and I feel like "you really have a hide expecting more out of me, then I can give, that I need a relationship and child and you expect me to give all that up over to god and I can't and don't want. and if god was talking I was out then cuz I am not listening" everything doesn't fall in place just by handing over all your life to god or jesus and being a nun or half nun. sorry but I never had more of an ambition I was asked to consider it as a vocation like all the girls were and I did, and I wanted something else, I can't give the church more then it can give to me" I don't feel like I have been given a lot but was grateful for my education and my faith, but I can't be this all holy person. I have needs and feelings and I am sick of everyone expecting me to give over everything for nothing.

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