I hate being fat, when I was loosing weight the thing I thought most was, I hate this part or that part of my body. then find one part of my body I like, I thought well, I seriously hate being so fat the inner thighs chaf and you get heat rash and if one thing I want to get rid of is that, back pain, leg aches and neck pain from painting ceilings, I hate all this fat I am carrying around the stomach, the back, hips, etc arms so on. then I had to say one part of my body I liked, I thought, well I hate my vagina, I hate my face, I hate most of me, but if there is one little part of me I like its my midrift skin near a mole it feels so soft or the inner skin on my arms its so soft, its not erotic or sexualised it just a part of me rather then sexualization. I thought when I lose weight never ever again do I want to have chaffing red bleeding heat rashes in my inner thighs rubbing together as I walk! amen. and now I have them again and its the still one of the things I hate most about having weight. sure I genuinely hate the leg pain and back pain and neck pain which has got worse rather then at the time of the car accident I was hurt but could walk away, I didn't get a moments glory for an ambulance when that happened or when I collapsed after being raped, and I wouldn't want to go through those things again just for some dickhead asshole ambulance rude jerk to get in my face anyway. i am sick of this neck disc pain and I am never going near a chiropractor again . I want to sue the one I did see.

I hate being fat, when I was loosing weight the thing I thought most was, I hate this part or that part of my body. then find one part of my body I like, I thought well, I seriously hate being so fat the inner thighs chaf and you get heat rash and if one thing I want to get rid of is that, back pain, leg aches and neck pain from painting ceilings, I hate all this fat I am carrying around the stomach, the back, hips, etc arms so on. then I had to say one part of my body I liked, I thought, well I hate my vagina, I hate my face, I hate most of me, but if there is one little part of me I like its my midrift skin near a mole it feels so soft or the inner skin on my arms its so soft, its not erotic or sexualised it just a part of me rather then sexualization. I thought when I lose weight never ever again do I want to have chaffing red bleeding heat rashes in my inner thighs rubbing together as I walk! amen. and now I have them again and its the still one of the things I hate most about having weight. sure I genuinely hate the leg pain and back pain and neck pain which has got worse rather then at the time of the car accident I was hurt but could walk away, I didn't get a moments glory for an ambulance when that happened or when I collapsed after being raped, and I wouldn't want to go through those things again just for some dickhead asshole ambulance rude jerk to get in my face anyway. i am sick of this neck disc pain and I am never going near a chiropractor again . I want to sue the one I did see.
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