my sisters first husband wanted their son aborted then when they broke up he refused to give her custody and he was like a dualist or something like a jekkel and hyde person and their whole family abused our family as well. we don't understand this. its made me untrusting of men and that all men will abuse me, which they have and after being raped and bullied by a few men its made me feel very untrusting of white men and black or asian men, professional men. I don't trust women or therapists much due to being abused. I don't have the same trust in doctors anymore and I don't really even have the same respect for people after all the abuses that have been done to me. this country refusing to allow me my rights to a husband or child or a job has insulted me and my parents. to be honest we want to leave australia and go somewhere where we will be respected and treated better. there just feels like there is no hope here in qld to have a normal enjoyable life. my family feel this way after just too much abuse we never asked for abuse. so this last incident with yet another travel holiday company ripping me off has been the most insulting thing yet. and I have had a lot of insults thrown at me and now I do give them back to people now. I have hate in me, my parents feel the exact same way as I do. we are sick of the disrespect and no hope for better future here.