I am depressed :-(

someone wrecked my going to that beauty school and it can only be the people who seen the uniform, my mum, me, my nephew aaron, or anna or my psychiatrist or back surgeon because I had to get letters to say I could bend over since my back injuries, jack the massage man or someone at centrelink. its like someone really hates me and can't bare to see me look pretty and loved and enjoying a career and I don't care now but it is not a nice thing to do.

someone wrecked my going to that beauty school and it can only be the people who seen the uniform, m...

you have no idea on this earth how it feels to be rejected and abused as i have been joyce poorter, that is the one thing i have over you bitch. you have no idea how it feels to be all alone for so long and abused and bashed as i have been. so don't you tell me i am not all that and better bitch. you have no idea how it feels to be me either sarina russo, you and your fake false personality you save for the camera and your the cheapest meanest whore in town. you have no idea how it feels to be me. that is what i have over you! an experience you don't understand and can't relate to !

you have no idea on this earth how it feels to be rejected and abused as i have been joyce poorter, ...

i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers cottage that had a fireplace and we would go do our own digs and find old pharmacy brown bottles under the house and I was always watching old vintage films from agatha christie and old movies and my mum bought me some books on monroe and hayworth and I would do my hair like that in the 1990s as a teen and people thought i was weird I guess cuz I was not living a sexual condom let all hang out lifestyle like other uni students and I was watching bill collins classics and loved film noir lectures at class and reading a lot. I wish I had met more people into what I liked. even now I can't seem to find those people. i collected a lot of diana things and make up and go to op shops for old furniture to do up and revibe up, and i was more decisive then and choosi about tastes and wants compared to now. but I have a more definded wardrobe now and value system was high then as well and young men were not chasing me the way I wanted them to.

i got interested in the vintage lifestyle and clothing back as a child when we lived in a workers co...