I am depressed :-(

I went to a flower show exhibit and I also bought some pretty hair accessories and fine petite delicate necklaces and t-shirt . I really love that light seersucker fabric and off the shoulders tops but they were a bit dear for me today, and I bought some flower arrangement baskets for a garden party with flowers. I bought some chocolate moulds I have a few party things I have been buying for a while now. i guess deep down I want to have a party but I fear anyone I asked no one would come because no one has ever liked me, few people even notice me, let alone listen to me or treat me nicely.

I went to a flower show exhibit and I also bought some pretty hair accessories and fine petite delic...

sometimes I feel like throwing in my legal and design degrees and I have a dummy spit now and then at the teachers college for being so shitty mean. I do like study but I wish I had a classroom and teacher, its ok to teach yourself some things on line etc but its good to get help as well and have class friends and get out of the house and get dressed up and I have a lot of interests, I guess i am sick of being my own teacher with some things. should I go to the workshops and I have other classes coming up soon as well and I am afraid to go. will anyone like me?

sometimes I feel like throwing in my legal and design degrees and I have a dummy spit now and then a...

I saved a baby yesterday, the father was reading and suddenly the baby pram started rolling towards to road so I ran and called out to the father and he came and stopped the pram falling into the garden or road. I nearly had a sinking feeling in my chest so it was good to see the baby was completely ok and not even effected about it all.

I saved a baby yesterday, the father was reading and suddenly the baby pram started rolling towards ...