I am depressed :-(

is the pomergrants and dragonfruit out of date foods? we only just started getting them here, seriously!

is the pomergrants and dragonfruit out of date foods? we only just started getting them here, seriou...

no more family i love any of you's to anyone!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSkboTTTmpg https://www.udemy.com/how-childhood-and-family-history-affect-our-happiness/learn/v4/overview

no more family i love any of you's to anyone!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NSkboTTTmpg https:/...

I can't get excited about doing this silly design degree no matter how much I try, I am too practical. I spoke to a priest about ideas and he has more of a idea of what I am interested in than that frivolous rubbish of design. I take my mum to church and the ballet and high teas and massages and gym for something to do, we raise money and help out a few charity groups and i need more help then I can give right now. I am so tired and stiff in the back from the rain on my slipped discs and neck aching and all I could do was get home from the wet rain to have some old brandy dark fruit christmas pudding and custard cuz I don't care what people think of me anymore. I rarely wear make up and hit my eye today putting on silly eye liner and those things are just all filled with poison that gets into the skin. I go to boring church or support group meetings and I am a dull person. I don't even drink soft drink or cordial or even juice much - just water or teas, I have a wide variety of teas as does my dad and we all like them, we have a capincino machine we opened at xmas and all these coffee no one uses. I am worried about my persian cat she could have urinary tract infection and my black/chocolate cat is clearly an allergy cat which is stressing me.

I can't get excited about doing this silly design degree no matter how much I try, I am too practica...