I am depressed :-(

If I could talk to my friends in reality like I could over the Internet, I think I wouldn't have as much a problem being friends with some of them. But the fact that this year alone they have let me down so much that I start to wonder if they really are my friends at all. And the ones I don't really talk to online are the ones I'm feel closest to. I wish I had better friends

If I could talk to my friends in reality like I could over the Internet, I think I wouldn't have as ...

Ex BF Fucked me like a Slut I was on vacation back in my country and was going to meet my Ex BF. We planned to meet at 5pm. He picked me up from a Mall, as I told hubby that I am going to go shopping with some school friends and then may be a movie. He has a pick-up van. He drove for about 30 mins looking for a spot but due to long weekend in south Africa all the spots were busy. All this time I was under impression that he will take me to some hotel room and we will have sex. It got dark now, and we finally found a place. He stopped at a place by road side, asked me to at the back seat, he started kissing me and took my top off. He started sucking my boobs like there is no tomorrow. Then we saw some cars coming to our direction, so he jumped in the drivers seat, leaving my half naked at the back and drove the car again. After driving me naked for almost another 30 mins, as he had my top in the front. He found yet another spot and stopped by the beach front, came at the back, opened the back door, climbed inside, wore his condom, pulled my pant and underwear, now im completely naked on his back seat. My right leg was hanging down the floor of the van and the other one in his hand. Without any emotions he pushed his hard dick inside me and started fucking me deep and hard with lots of bum movements. Squeezing my boobs very hard while fucking me in the back of the Van, he continued this for a very long time I think I came while he was fucking me. He gave me pain in my groin and after a very long road side fucking he made a grunt and came. He was sweating and went out of the Van. Throwing his condom on the road, he jumped at the front of the Van and started driving. Leaving me naked at the back of the Van, I got dressed myself and jumped in the front while he drove. He used me like this for about 5 hours. Then later in the night he dropped me outside my house. He did not even care for buying a dinner for me a asked me for a bottle of water I had met him after almost 20 years and was hoping a decent hotel room, but I was treated like a cheap road side whore who just got dropped outside the house after a very cheap, and raw fucking. He knows that I am a very reputable lawyer back in my country, yet on that day I was just his whore that got fucked at the back of the seat on a dirty road.

Ex BF Fucked me like a Slut I was on vacation back in my country and was going to meet my Ex BF. W...

eating disorders I am 19 and have an eating disorder I eat old jam cream buns from the bin and stuff my face with them to deal with the pain of abuse, poverty, unemployment, sexual assault and bullying. I need sexual romantic cutie boy attention. I eat to protect myself.

eating disorders I am 19 and have an eating disorder I eat old jam cream buns from the bin and stuf...