I am depressed :-(

I went to make up workshop and thought why wasn't these courses or days around when I was young in more places to help. why didn't people want young people to succeed in my generation?

I went to make up workshop and thought why wasn't these courses or days around when I was young in m...

I always do things when its too late, I came up with story book ideas too late when I had no money to finance the publishing. why couldn't I have thought of them when I was younger and got money somehow. pity & team and community worked then, now its just all shitters.

I always do things when its too late, I came up with story book ideas too late when I had no money t...

sometimes I want to cry that I have no children and marriage and stable home I know I always wanted - and I don't get why I am ignored and it hurts. I have cried about it. I have gotten angry and I could kill over it. but who will be my victims?

sometimes I want to cry that I have no children and marriage and stable home I know I always wanted ...