I am depressed :-(

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people from my facebook or email deliberately to show them how it feels. if I am spoken to rudely or told to go away I do it to others. if a doctor dumps me I go dump a few psychologists to show them how it feels to be dumped. anything people do to me now I just do back to others either randomly or as available or deliberantly. to transfer the feeling and intention and hurt over. I repeat over and over things people say to me to others. I copy my sister rose and other people like joyce or what ever character I want to be for the day. I never answer my mobile all these phone calls I never return for years to make others see how it feels to be ignored and blocked. do it to me and I find someone else to do it back to !

I do awful things to anyone now like if I get blocked on a site I will up and block a dozen people f...

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transfer my hurt emotions to other people like rose does and I now realise that was my downfall I should have been doing that all the time, I got a lot of time to make up for being so holier then thou now! if joyce can do it and others so can I!

joyce was taking out what some therapist did to her on me and yet she was saying I shouldn't transf...

i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out on me I didn't cause her shit! she is a spastic body of poop and I want to see her on her ass and her old therapist and family all on their ass, because she said people wanted me on my ass. and I have been on my ass since i was kid, so don't you dam well start on me whoredog slut. go take your shit out on your old sluto therapist in victoria and stop abusing young women your jealous of and that goes for you to russo and kate ! take your shit out on the people who bullied you don't take it out on me. I told ken to do the same take your shit out on your wife and your past affairs before you met me and stop taking it out on me what they did to you to make you such a spastic idiot. I tell everyone that. don and maryp and steve go take your shit out on the people who abused you, take it out on your drunken mother alcholic bitch mother - mary stop bullying me since 1977 and the same with your mongrel kids. take your shit out on your parents for putting you last and not looking after you don't take it out on me. and I didn't kill that teenage boy so take it out on the kids who were there when he died not me.

i told joyce to go and take her shit out on her family and her old therapists and stop taking it out...