I am depressed :-(

i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. that is how i see it. i could say more too. we deserved this house and should have had it as kids. i blame others for that.

i had to pay for a holiday we should have had when we were kids like other kids i knew at school. th...

i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone will believe in wicca soon. they laughed at me when i said it and they will get a shock when i am proven scientifically right about people who do their witchypoo games on others. Lyrics ► Artists: P ► Prefab Sprout ► Cars And Girls ► Cars And Girls Lyrics Languages Hot lyrics Lorde Royals Lorde OneRepublic Counting Stars OneRepublic Pitbull Timber Pitbull Eminem The Monster Eminem Miley Cyrus Wrecking Ball Miley Cyrus Katy Perry Roar Katy Perry Featured lyrics Forevermore Side A Uptown Funk Mark Ronson FourFiveSeconds Rihanna Love Me Harder Ariana Grande Lips Are Moving Meghan Trainor Freedom! Pharrell Williams Infinity Mariah Carey Style Taylor Swift Love Me Like You Do Ellie Goulding Shots Imagine Dragons Prefab Sprout – Cars And Girls Lyrics Brucie dreams life's a highway too many roads bypass my way Or they never begin. Innocence coming to grief At the hands of life - Stinkin' car thief, that's my concept of sin Does heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Life's a drive through a dust bowl, what's it do, do to a young soul We are deeply concerned, someone stops for directions, Something responds deep in our engines, we have all been burned Will heaven wait all heavenly over the next horizon? But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Little boy got a hot rod, thinks it makes him some kind of new God Well this is one race he won't win, Cause life's no cruise with a cool chick Too many folks feelin' car sick, but it never pulls in. Brucie's thoughts - Pretty streamers - Guess this world needs it's dreamers may they never wake up. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. But look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt more much more than cars and girls. Just look at us now, start counting, what adds up the way it did when we were young? Look at us now, quit driving, some things hurt much more than cars and girls. Songwriters: PADDY MCALOON Cars And Girls lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

i won't be at the hands of "lives stinking KA thief" mum doesn't believe but she will, everyone wil...

I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to take a lot of anitibiotics and antifungal oral fluids, antihistomines and anti-infamatories to reduce swelling they affect the stomach and I didn't sleep for a straight 5 weeks lucky to get a hour or 30 mins sleep for 5 weeks most nights and I would have to pump up on water because of the sodium potassium pump problems and also serriton and they were doing dozens of ct scans and mri's on my brain and body i woke one night chocking and another night i had a minor stroke but I had a few of them before after being raped and also minor faints as a child after eating glass by accident some how it founds its way into the stuffed capsicums and I asked my doctor to test me for everything from stds, to hepatitis, tetanus, cancer and i even wanted another test for ms, mad cow, and ebola at some point and thyroid as well. i have already been told i have ms, its strange sensation with wet brain syndrome and I even wanted my doctor to test for encephalitis, I would have had a spinal fluid test if they had of asked even, I knew something was wrong with my brain and it was not just chemicals it was infection and then mri's showed a brain vein narrowing disorder and that i did at some point have a stroke. i wanted to be tested for brainstem diseases and huntingtons, tb of the ear and labyrinthitis, glandula fever, etc cuz i got a walking pneumonia at the same time, and https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ga85sSRpWRQ, I couldn't drink milk for a good 7-8 months and everynight i had to play a Russian roulette with water and veins turning to burning wood and the dehydration and those stupid potassium tablets near killed me. I hardly ate, i couldn't eat salt even just some saline from nasal spray would dehydrate me and I had arguments with neurologists and was getting cranky at the bastards over brain scans. then all the cardio problems started up again. pathological levels of bp up and done and i knew something was wrong with the sodium/potasium pump with water in and out of cells. it took a good 3 years to be able to sweat it main parts of my body due to the kidney and spleen damage from allergic reactions to antibiotics that were the doctors fault cuz she would not listen and look at past records. i know the tablets that work best for me. I have been on very very strong duo and triple forte style antibiotics 2 or more at the same time after i was raped and even before that with liver fluke infection. I knew i had health issues that doctors were ignoring and i still know it.

I have had this experience a few times even without sex when I had a mastoid infection and I had to ...