i am very depressed and covering up but feeling so upset in the stomach from hiding the pain.

is an addiction to learning that bad? I know I could be out sexting or shopping - already had enough of those addictions, I rarely nightclub and I don't drink and I need to keep busy so I don't think about the sad things in my life. i mean those things plague me at 2 am or 4am when I wake and feel like "AM I EVER GONNA GET A FREAKING JOB WITH BENEFITS? WILL I EVER FIND A MARRIAGE OR HAVE A KID OR FEEL PART OF SOMETHING BIGGER THEN THIS DULLDRUMS?" Then I role over back to catnap and think of all the work for the day ahead rather then what I can't face. I wish I could be the type to night club alone. I did it 2 times and met some friends but no guys, which is what your there for.

is an addiction to learning that bad? I know I could be out sexting or shopping - already had enough...

Ok so I have this girlfriend and I think she is a total cheat. Yesterday she was at my place then all the sudden she ran off with a guy friend of ours. I really love her i truly do but i don't think anyone can love me. im a heartless bitch. im suicidal, depressed and hate everything.

Ok so I have this girlfriend and I think she is a total cheat. Yesterday she was at my place then al...

Why do people express their love for people on this site when they are actually still in contact with the actual person they are talking about? What happened to picking up the darn phone and actually making a simple phone call?

Why do people express their love for people on this site when they are actually still in contact wit...